hello doston, its been a long time.
some of you may remember me from bharatchan cus of bgtow posting.
last 3-4 years have been rough, like real rough.
my dad thinks my mom cheated on him.
fuck no, he is a maniac and sex-chahiye-guy.
thanks to the internet, i have become suicidal (thoda thoda), i know ill never have the guts to catch the bus but oh lord, do i think about it a lot.
i just want to go somewhere far for college and start fresh, kabhi kabhi i feel sad for my mother cus i know i will not be returning (if i get a 50 lpa job, if job nahi lagi toh ill have to live ghar pe no?)
im also thinking about running away but im not sure.
been researching about partial hanging since the past week, seems solid.
kya kiya jaaye doston
also what happened to spachad, did he actually commit suicide
>>773
i dont think i do sirs, im just a youngling- great things await me (maybe)
even if i do ctb, what about my dream of becoming an enginigger, i aspire to earn alot of money and go to nyc once.
plus i lack the courage to do so.
>>774
hi 97, how have you been doing?
>>777
yes sirs, was about to make a thread there but enough already exists.
what are you doing there ananwa
>>776
>padhai
cant, i dont think its for me
been thinking about drop but my mom just kanged about how difficult ive made their life cus of me, how much money theyve to spend on me and shit, basically regretting my birth i think.
>>778
>doing well
glad to hear that.
>>779
>make sure to finish any remaining business.
but why? why should i bother
>go to nyc once
it sucks there yar
it smells like piss everywhere and it's 50% niqqers and endless fellow tourists. It's so fucking brutal. There was an old homeless Black woman on the subway train when I went there, she stumbled onto the train and was asking everyone for money. She was pregnant and looked slightly mentally ill/drugged out of her mind too. Nobody helped her even after she collapsed
only good sight to see there is the skyline, the thousands of towering buildings above you that remind you the real elites are always looking down on you and all of humanity
