life is pretty boring, it always has been i mean by boring i don't mean the usual NEET life cycle but that even if something interesting happens it is not like what i want
i had wanted something adventurous but instead of that here i am in my final year
i am fucked up by acad pressure
i hate the toxic culture that my college has
my friends have enemies apparently which are too stupid to differentiate me from them which lead me to a street fight days ago
i hate to admit but it was bad i could have beaten up
but nvm they are retards it is prettty cool for them but it's my stupidity too that i can't fucking just strength up
the thing is all these feels so fucking lame
i wanna do something really good
when i joined mbbs i was thinking about MSF but forgot but now i am having it again it's very exciting trying my hardest to excel and get into it and get to somewhere
where i can uhmm live real life with real adrenaline, real cortisol and real battlefield
