/gen/ - General

90 days till the year ends. For all my existence, I have been a chronic slacker someone who would not do more than the bare mininum, someone who did not study nor work out nor establish freindships. I did the bare minimum I possibly could and coasted through life and am now in a shit ass college 2nd year. I need to suceed in life, I will give my all in these 90 (ish) days till year end. I haven't truly applied myself towards something be it a test or any goal of any kind. There is this maths exam type thing which I will attempt, the odds of me suceeding are near-zero, but I will try regardless and give it my all for these 90 days. If I do perform good in it, It will help me get a good masters. Even If I don't I will learn a lot and my cg will improve which will help me get a good masters as well. It is also similar to JAM so it will help me for that as backup plan. I will give it my all and work hard, and break the pattern that I find myself stuck in, A permanent man of inaction. I always had these delusions that I was smart and capable of something If I put my mind to it. Maybe I was too scared to see if that was true. I am scared, but I will move forward and test it. I have everything to gain and nothing to lose. I will also start working on my side hustle, I will dedicate half an hour per day for this. Will also begin to work on my physique and start bulking. I will tabulate my progress here daily.