I am embarking on a sexual abstinence journey and I have decided to use this thread as an accountability tool.
Day 1/30. 24hrs since I last PMO’d. Normally I’d be cranking it during this hour, figured I’d try something new out as a way to keep my resolve solid.
My goal is to achieve physical as well as mental benefits from this practice. It has been a really long time since I’ve achieved a 3+ week streak, but I distinctively remember how good it felt being must free.
I’ll keep everyone posted everyday.
>>1409
I wish i had a cute foid who would end up swallowing alk my semen and retain them for life and stuff, so i feel like my life force is within a woman i love and care about than being cleaned by some dalit lc's father with his hand
Good morning, sirs.
Day 2/30 of my SR journey. Had a wet dream early in the morning, surprised because it usually happens after 10ish days.
Urges stable today. Will transmute my sexual energy to more productive work as usual.
Have a good day!
Good evening sirs,
Day 2/30. Mood and energy was not that great today. Still feel a bit groggy and angsty. But went through everything.
I’ll also post my fizeek, currently on a fat loss phase. Let’s see whether SR will help in improving my conditioning or not.
See you tomorrow!
Good afternoon, y’all.
Day 3/30.
A bit cranky in the morning, mood stabilised after a while. Energy is okay today.
No issues with lustful thoughts yet. Got rid of all my coomer vidya games off my PC as a way to establish my resolve.
Have a happy Sunday!
GM.
Day 4/30.
There’s a wave of gloominess occupying my heart; feelings resurfacing that I have been suppressing with PMO since forever.
I feel like there’s an alternate of me pointing a gun towards my heart, demanding me to fix every single aspect of my life that I am unsatisfied about.
I need to make amends.
Good afternoon.
Day 5/30.
Mood and energy is getting better I believe.
Although I am still a bit worried about my meditation sessions not being as deep as it used to be. I am doing the Gateway Tapes (Focus 21+) for a while now yet my monkey mind has a hard time taking it seriously. Gotta do something about it.
Still no ‘intense’ urge to procreate or coom yet. That stuff hits you like a truck whenever it arrives.
Day 5/30
Update.
Horny feelings have finally started arising in me. My balls feel tensed up from seeing even a lil bit of skin on the internet.
I am heading to the gym.
GM.
Day 6/30.
Went out for a morning walk today.
My skin looks better than it used to now. Slightly improved social skills too now, can communicate better.
>>1559
Day 6/30
Stumbled across a porn thread. Not gonna lie, I willingly did watch some clips but I just ended up closing the tab.
The pleasure of abstinence is higher compared to that endless pursuit of finding the ‘perfect’ coomable vid.
Day 7/30
Good afternoon!
Been exercising a lot since 2 days, the caloric deficit is slightly taking a toll on me. Feeling sleepy and stuff.
Abstinence has started making me noootice women more sensually lol. Seeing attractive women and their curves is making my pp/balls feel funny.
Guess this is what it means to be a well functioning man. Normally I'd just ignore women around me entirely.
>>1563
Keep going! It gets easier after 2 weeks.
Good morning, saars!
Day 8/30
Slept like a baby last night.
There’s something weird/esoteric going on the more I abstain. People I least expect have started approaching me and asking me advice for random stuff/personal issues. I have noticed this phenomenon in my previous streaks too.
Anyways, I’ll go off with my day.
GM.
Day 9/30.
Been having weird dreams lately, stuff that is too close to my heart.
Worrying about stupid meaningless shit lately, it is making my meditation practice extremely yucky. I am forced to rage quit from time to time because my mind is all over the place while meditating.
>>1608
Also, forgot to mention this.
Been seeing lots of repeating digits everywhere. 333, 444, 1111 etc.
I am not a huge believer of ‘angelic numbers’ but this is worth noting.
i just had a dream where a male/gay animatronic dressed as a girl I liked from a VN sucked me off without my permission outside a restaurant where i was eating dinner with my school friends on the top floor of a mall in Bangalore
>>1613
Interesting. I too often end up dreaming about my old school friends whom I haven't seen in over a decade. Going back and exploring my first school. Not sure what all of it symbolizes.
>>1614
it was some kinda paimon type thing but a guy. They must have cast some kind of spell or something to make it seem as if I was getting sucked off by Tohsaka Rin without my consent to appease my tension/anger or whatever
>>1623
>>1621
This is huge cope.
Porn unironically causes simpy behaviour because you are literally conditioning yourself to be a slave to lust and you end up putting pussy on the pedestal.
Coomers are literally the biggest simps-they pay millions to e thots to see their naked pics.
>>1630
No, its other way arround, more you do watch porn less you notice women as they have less visual impact to you, short clothes etc means nothing at this point. More you watch porn, the less you care about real women.
Day 10/30
Lessgo I finally reached double digit days! 30% of my goal achieved!
Feel less groggy after waking up compared to my coomer days.
That shitty high prolactin spike feeling from being a coomer is also 90% gone.
Feels good leading a clean life. I have nothing to hide!
Day 11.
Good morning, doston.
I am smashing through this ‘streak’.
Nothing much to update. Dreams have started getting more realistic. Better sense of bodily awareness too, but that’s probably related to my meditation practice.
>>1688
Kovalam Beach, Trivandrum to be exact. Went there to watch the sunset.
Day 11/30 Update
Fuck yaar, I have blue balls after watching that Indian guy x Chinese girl corn on /b/. No interest in beating my meat, I just want to get my dick wet.
Will head to the gym soon. Getting ripped asf week by week. Still have a few kilos to lose.
>>1700
A bit, because that's mainly because am a good looking chap with nice hair. But I keep to myself most of the time.
The most 'magnetic' I have ever felt was unironically when I retained my seed for 1-2 months back in high school, I was a skinny nerd back then.
DAY 13/30
GOOD MORNING SAARS!
Dreamt that I was caressing a Japani girl's face and arms while we were sitting beside each other. She was giggling and feeling embarrassed.
DAY 14/30
Let’s gooooooooooooo yaaaaaaron 2 weeks completed!
There’s a young gori skinny chic who is eyeing me up for the past few days. But I am just gonna put aside all of that sensory pleasure nonsense aside for a while.
Reaching my goals and celibacy is more important for me rather than having an affair with a jeeta.
Day 15/30
Good morning, sirs!
Yesterday night I almost screwed up.
Namastejuli’s photoshoot vid got posted on /b/. Seeing her choot and asshole led to me stroking my pp for a few seconds. Thankfully, I stopped before I even started and went to bed. Phew!
I’ll make sure to keep my eyes and fingers on guard. Don’t wanna get caught lacking!
FUCKING HELL, SIRS.
I am disappointed to announce that I
ended up relapsing to corn just a few minutes ago.
It didn't even feel that great. :(
Today being a day off led me to browsing dirty websites and edging. Eventually, I couldn't handle the pressure anymore and ended up cooming.
But fear not, I'll still be abstaining for the next 15 days. Relapsing once a month is an achievement for me anyway.
For that, I'll make sure that the chaser effect doesn't get me the next 2-3 days. And zero adult content viewing from now on, even by 'accident'!
Thank you for all the support I received, I probably wouldn't have even reached even 1 week if it weren't for this thread.
Day 1/15
Slept for 10hrs straight. Cooming makes you depleted as fuck, forgot how that feeling felt like until now.
Last night I had an urges to binge again, but I resisted them.
I think boredom is what drives me to ‘seek out new thrills’, plus I ended up taking my ‘streak’ for granted. Will keep myself engaged with more intent from now on.
Following a coomer lifestyle minus the cooming part is setting me up for no good.
>>1747
Day 1/15 Update.
I watched some corn again today of a youtuber’s OF content. Didn’t touch myself.
I think the harder you obsess over not doing something, the higher the chance you’ll end up doing it anyway.
Day 3/15 update.
I coomed hard again.
I think I am done with this chan.
Blocking this site for a while. I am done with this shit.
You will see me on Sept 31st with a month long streak.
Or never again. (Not gonna kms don’t worry)
Signing off.
>>1782
absolute kek yaar
i am on month 4 of nofap, the urges stop after ~2 weeks you find something else to do in that time, after that it's smooth sailing
anyways good luck
