>>284
You think reimu has the same face when you are making balls deep love with her, hope she does, would make me explode inside her, wirh force of a volcano.
>>369
I dont think she wont feel it or stuff yaar, i mean she is so tiny, even 3 inches will go so deep for her, i just dont think she can make facial expressions
How do u cope guys? Assume you know it's never going to get better. It's not your delusions or randirona. U just know for a fact that it's not gonna get better. How do you cope then?
>>943
i spend all my money on cheap daaru, chimkin and sutta at the local roadside shack
also take long walks. i live in a small town far away from other towns, so it's easy to just get lost among the trees here
>>1054
Shirobako? Actually more than I anticipated. Gets better as you get invested snd learn more about each character. Tarou is my favourite character unironically so far. The show's filled different kinds of intriguing personalities where you get to see them not just work but live out regular life. The ambitions they have, thr goals they've set for themselves and the roadblocks they are or have faced before and how they deal with it. Honestly a great watch especially for a hikkineet like me who can only dream of having a life and interacting normally with other people.
>>1082
I kinda see myself in him. It goes beyond than just being relatable. I can feel what he feels. Like I can observe everybody else from his perspective. Honestly impressive how well written it is.
I find it difficult to accept both their and my own nature. What sort of immature low-iq nignoggery is this? And fiction amplifies it. I think I am just expecting too much from where I shouldn't.
Why am I afraid of having thoughts just because they might be wrong? What's a right fucking thought even? Does it exist? Does it make it better to have the right thoughts? Tf even is a thought? I actually now just realize that what I have aren't thoughts but rather snippets of someone/everyone else's thoughts and ideas.
Now a days I don't even feel compelled to try the nofap stuff. Okay there may be benefits but I am doomed to be an eternal simp and the nofap state of being only makes it extremely easy to acquire cringe level of simpish thoughts in weaker individuals. Atleast after cooming those thoughts go away for a day or two and I can remain a apathetic/hateful incel.
>>1618
you might get that indian uncle belly once u get old. my fren was telling me one day that if you are naturally that thin in your youth you get fat when ur older.
(duplicate post. forgot to spoiler the nsfw image)
>>1616
I really really want to but I have got to wait a few months before I can take my first puff.
do you guys have any recommendations? I'll try to find that cig in my neighborhood
>>1673
I don't hate the universe tbh. I just immensely despair at the fact that I cannot enjoy it with my lowly brain and much less enjoy it with someone because of childishly small dick.
Self-hatred can never be treated tho. U can isolate yourself from triggers and it might work but it'd be a fragile existence. You'd need to always be in the lookout for things that might trigger you and keep them away from you.
how will you do that?
>>1676
Its not self hate
I dont have triggers like you fags
i just hate my existance and everyone else as well
its not self hate by comparsion like small dih compared to 'bbc' etc
>>1687
No i dont act last time i did i was suspended from school
had lie my way out while the whole class was blaming me
after interogating me (12 yo kid then) for 2 hours
they took back the suspension of 2 weeks
i made sure they didnt contact my parents
his parents were informed but they blamed him
maybe thats why they didnt suspend me
fuck the whole school
after that i became docile af till 10th
then started getting back in 11th
finally gaining that hate which i buried back
>>1689
I hit choked him till 'slept' and kicked his stomach which he 'fell' on by mistake cause i hated that nigger and everybody else
i did and other shit with many ppl
Till this incident since i am poordumbcel i had to stop
>>1691
Was i had to stop to cope i tried to find easy ways
thats when i discovered porn so till 10th
i used it but now since i am busy and that shit makes me lazy i am trying to stop pmo by hating it
i have reduced it to a certain extent since 11th but cant undo 7 years of damage in a short time working on it rn using my hate as fule
>>1691
Was i had to stop to cope i tried to find easy ways
thats when i discovered porn so till 16
i used it but now since i am busy and that shit makes me lazy i am trying to stop pmo by hating it
i have reduced it to a certain extent since i was 17, but cant undo 6 years of damage in a short time working on it rn using my hate as fuel
Are you watching it coz it has interested you or just to increase mere numbers?
is the latter choice necessarily bad? Does the word "just" give it a bad image?
idk man.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=srnyVw-OR0ghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=srnyVw-OR0g
I am so fucking jealous of well endowed men that if given then chance I won't mind sending innocent friendly well meaning people to the rope if they were big.
fuck this mentality but also fuck them. Also fuck nature and genetics and everything.
>>1758
Once upon a time self-improvement shit used to make sense. Now it all just seems like utter nonsense. Ofc it may have value for you, genuine value, life changing value but for fixated, obsessed retards like me even a gift from god won't be enough if it wasn't a gift we desired.
did I make an attempt at sounding smart by making an analogy and failed utterly miserably? kek.
>>1760
but its the life you and me are destined for. we better make up within a year or two so we can spend the rest of our lives in peaceful execution of all the seething outwards
