Just found out that my past friend who earned almost 80k per month has started working with his coworker on some work outside the work. Total 1.6 lakh per month. I just can't cope yaro. Life is such a strange gamble. This chutiya chamar came from hindi medium , had no desire to study , did fuck all in college , joined a WITCH company. During covid boom some really nice company hired him and has been giving him 40% hike every year. He proudly proclaims that claude does all his work(and has been since ai came/ before it was stackoverflow). Here I'm grinding all day all night to become better and some people just exist and win.
How to not be discouraged in such situations.
It is the fault of our stars that we are born poor.
But to die poor is fault that can be blamed on urself
I've also seen many people in my personal life. And also commercial one do u know what i find intersting about people like them ??
In india all of them are scammers yes ur friends my friends successful people all of them are in a play to fool everyone else.
I think u r of good heart that's why u failed if not then how come he is ahead of u ??
>>94051
I know it will sound like a cope but I browsed too much 4chan g and such forums. It has given me a permanent inferiority complex (for IT work). I just cant lie.
I just keep on learning (as much as I can) making , reading docs etc. But really most dont care.
I know that we have lie to recruiters and in interview. I have seen it work for everyone. But I cant do it. I try but if they pressure me even a bit I fold. I get anxiety when I write something in my naukri profile that Im not good at. Its like i hate the disappoinent face of others. Or maybe its just a childhood fear of not getting on someones bad side. Fear of judgement. I have a lot of mental issues and fear to fix.
I'm working on it.
>>94065
I agree that's why I'm neet but circumstances should not force me to make a choice i value free will above all I want that job that's my choice but situation forcing me to lie to get a job ?? That's bullshit.
I understand ur exact fear, because I have that fear too.
i self sabotage myself too. Hoping when I get good I will do it then. I do not know the solution but I can hear u rant if that's what u like ??
