I tried to leave Inch for 2 days and my life became very miserable.
I didn't do anything useful in that time.
Spent more time scrolling porn than I usually do figuring out why women act like they enjoy getting their assholes destroyed and men flashing their dicks in public to women.
Had a crying spell yesterday around 10:15 pm and a panic attack at around 3:00 am in the morning.
Right now sitting with a heavy feeling in my chest and trying to relax.
>>90920
>Spent more time scrolling porn than I usually do figuring out why women act like they enjoy getting their assholes destroyed and men flashing their dicks in public to women.
They do, just not yours, you are a fag
I enter the elevator of a high rise corporate office building. The elevator is quite huge and was able to carry 50 to 80 people inside it. There was an arrogant looking guy and a girl on my either side. Most of them looked geared up like they were acting in The Matrix, and everyone throwing insults at each other. I just stare at the girl next to me awkwardly while all of this happens. We all reach the top and enter a huge room that looks like Batman's basement where Kiritsugu and Kirei fight. We all walk a bit and we are asked to drop our weapons at a shelf that opens on the side. People drop their Bereli and all kinds of weapons there. There's an announcement that there's 10 minutes left before something starts and those who want to use the restroom can use it, and me and the girl that was near me go to the restroom and I take the urinal and start to unzip my pants (This has to be because my bladder was full in sleep) and the door gets locked. Me and the girl try to bang the door open but we hear people screaming outside. Some huge monster that looked like it's from Left4Dead and is about to shred everyone into pieces. I was somehow able to see what was going on outside while I was trapped inside the restroom.
Then I woke up.
My interpretation: I think this dream is a reflection of my anxiety about job interviews. No idea what the girl is supposed to mean.
When I was a neet I used bhach all the time, it made sense. Then I got busy so the usage decreased to eventually not using at all. Now im neeting again so i use it all the time. Dont try to fight it, it should happen organically
Cried again.
>>90947
Looks like I'm not going anywhere.
>>90951
I just think of this like replacing drug use with cigarettes at this point. Better cigarettes than drugs.
