/b/ - Random

It is very difficult to understand women, especially over phone or text their intentions are so difficult to read especially if they want something from you. On the other hand its super simple with guys, they just tell you their intentions or convey them clearly atleast. I met this girl Cath she is super cute don't talk much, I kinda like that but at the same time when you think about it a girl that does not speak much is dangerous her intentions are almost impossible to know or maybe I am too socially inadequate to understand but she is a huge sign board for "DO NOT APPROACH" and yet I want to, she is very clever she knows how to get someone hooked on you and dawg I am hooked. I wait for her text everyday she makes me wait whole day to get one reply , maybe she is like that maybe she is not and just playing with me who knows cause she doesn't let me know her intentions anyways, she sends mixed signals, the word mixed is not justifiable I'd say divergent describes her behaviour better. All these thoughts are just vapours if I myself don't know what my intentions are and clearly I am confused too I sometimes think I should give up and move on or sometimes I think I should go all in but every time I ask myself the same questions I can't answer. What's it all for? why entertain her like a jester? what if I come off as a creep? what if she likes me for who I am? what if nothing happens and all this worrying meant nothing and wasted my mental space with which I could've done so much more. All these questions I have are easily answerable if only I could communicate better but I fail to do so by a huge margin. I fear if a person learns of what I feel they might think I am weird and abandon me which is not the first time that would happen I know I am a little unconventional but I do not hold any ill intentions towards anyone.