Yaaron i really have wasted my youth.
My late teens when I actually had friends, even if just for the name sake, went down the drain due to lockdown.
I have no friends now, all acquaintances have forgotten me and I have no recognition of my own. The few people who know me, know me because of my father. And even they judge me and belittle me in their mind as to how a chad father has given birth to a weak son.
I haven't socialised since early 2020. I have caged myself in my room. Even though I had all the time in world sitting idly I have wasted it learning nothing. All I have done is consoom goy slop wether it be media or food.
I get out of house just to randomly go anywhere and do anything in my city alone as no-one knows me here but i haven't actually travelled any where in almost a decade.
I will turn 24 in November and what I have made out of myself is being a NEET, KHHV and living on bits and pieces of what my parents provide me.
>>72057
hahahahahahahahahahaha
>t. same sob story , will turn 28 this november
24 was actually really nice time for me. There was no chatgpt. I was exceptional at work. I used to play games all day after work and used to take leaves for shit and giggles. I thought I would be forever young. Then life hit me at age 25. Lost hair , looks , AI doing my job , stuck in low salary. Games felt boring. No gf felt boring. Friends started to branch away doing their thing. Family became worse.
It has downhill since then. I too regret wasting my youth but atleast I know I was delusional and low iq at that time so I enjoyed whatever I had that time. I regret now because my priorities changed and I could have done better.
>>72099
nah its either I fix myself or end up in gutter. I'm from high caste and the thought of me not reaching the same status as my grandfather keeps me grinding.
>>72101
>>72095
it all ultimately depends on your outlook of life, which in itself based on your environment and formative years
as long as you have a strong base you should be fine
remember, there's much more to lose in life than you'll ever gain
just keep your head high
