How to fix my life? In a new city since 9 months and I have done jack shit. I have no friends to pass my time. My job (IT) has become continuous struggle of upskilling. My family was so abusive and absent that I don't even think about going home(last was 2 years ago). Don't even have friends at home because we moved states. My mother is mentally ill and ruined our relationship with all rishtedars. They just keep fake smile around me and I know it. What am I even living for idk. My youth was lost to covid lockdown and poverty. I'm so aged and virgin that even if I get female attention, I don't even know how to proceed. Days are passing me by. I remember it was 1 July. I'm gonna ask LLM for an answer but idk maybe you guys can help too
>>71297
money? total 90k saved in 3 years. That too by only keeping 2 tshirt for office and 1 jeans whole 3 years + cooking own food.
I am uncle age now and even if I want to spend it on women for sex(which is required for sex) I will feel guilty as people my.age group have huge savings.
Plus I dont have family money to fall back on.
God why am I such a fucking pussy.
>>71308
>total 90k saved in 3 years
dafak whats your salary?
>>71350
I am same age and have been on and off NEET for almost 3-4 yrs and have saved more wtf
>>71337
yes sex will make u uplift ur self worth and drive you to better jaab and salary
Probably why I am still a NEET is cuz I am KHHV social reject kek.
>thai spa posters
yaar my mission in life is to go there once but I am afraid I will have no motivation to live after that kek and end up doing the needful
>>71458
I was NEET for 3 yrs after college then did a jaab for 2 yrs and got 4-5 lakhs and saved everything. After that became a NEET again for more than a year then got a part time freelance jaab. Currently haven't been paid for 3 months thinking about leaving this shit as well but NEETdom is a bit scary hellhole.
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>>71337
Need to travel can't find any spas in my tier 69 bhillage tier town. I think only pussy will cure my NEETdom unironically. Hopefully get some cheap Nepali hooker.