>>64589
same anan, i am 18 and KHHV.
>friends
only school mai 2-3 hai woh bhi friends nahi hai, bas baat karni padti hai isliye karleta hu.
>girlfriends
none.
har mahine koi ladki se baat karleta hu ig pe fir friendzone hoke reh jata hu.
>>64592
I dont know why its like this, maybe its my fault but I cant seem to understand where. Im a great, great speaker, everyone loved to talk to me for my year in college, but I never developed any sustaining friendships with anyone, I am not awkward, not shy, and I dont think ugly either. I only joined up a college because I wanted friends or a life but that seemed implausible so I left, doing another degree and doing a different job, its fine on the degree end since it was a useless degree either way and my parents nevermind (infact suggested I leave).
>>64597
I think the only thing left for me now is to start travelling again, alone this time. Life is really good besides that, I swim and train everyday and I feel amazing, but beyond work and training I got nothing to do, and theres only so much reading and movies you can consume.
>>64599
21
>>64600
Travelling wont solve whatever this is but itll be interesting atleast, although I got no idea how to travel and also train regularly. And all the commitments and projects this year, god im so tired of thinking about it already.
>>64607
Believe it or not Im considered an oldfag since Ive been here since Rusty
>>64609
Nowadays my day consists of waking up early at 5, training hard, then going back home, maybe working or not (remote jaab for now), and then evening comes and I go swimming, rinse and repeat. It feels good, but I dont know, I want more, and thing are looking up, its just that everyday cannot be happening, but it will happen for sure.
I do wish I had more friends in real life, I cant bring myself to talk to people online on discord or something god, its so weird and strange.
>>64618
I should probably go get something to eat, but yea I don't know, even writing all of this down is essentially an incorrect response, the correct response ought to be that i gotta, plan stuff out more, Ive been doing good and I should keep going. I just hate asking for approval from people on these things, it annoys me so much.
>>64629
You are not 57
>>64639
I specifically remember when I first had to enroll into a diff highschool and I was using inch, I was around 16 or so. Do people just not remember Rusty chan? Lungimoot was 2016 and idk if there was anything in the middle but then there was Rusty
>>64645
Why would I lie about using rusty? I remember all of it, Soyromons belly posted every now and then, the sauce guy posting? The Arnab and Owasi posting
>>64666
Im very confused why he was trying to larp about rusty chan being 2018, when it's literally my lived experience AND IT DOESNT MATTER. I had just returned home and for the first time I was not travelling and it was so lonely, I was bored out of my mind and I found Inch.
>>64669
Regardless, I think its alright. I feel like maybe its just how I am, Ive been such a stranger to everything that Its just been hard to keep a long lasting friendship with anyone, besides dating people.
I feel good, I feel great, not ready but you're never going to feel ready but I feel like I want to receive life to its fullest now, I want a partner (eventually not now) and friends and I need to move out, and do something.
>>64921
I just did a lot longer session of swimming, Im getting better but I havent been fueling properly, came home and downed a big protein shake and some more food
>>65244
I'd complain but this is kind of what I wanted my life to be like, I had this idea of being a person who besides a career or professional ambitions also carries a competitive goal. It just suddenly clicked, it is much more motivating than the idea of going to the gym for feezeek. Although I need to pay attention to work more now too.
>>65251
I don't really want to share that, its just a sport facility
I really, really dislike people who are ironical all the time, irony-poisoned, goes hand-in-hand with nihilism, any effort in my communication just makes me feel so regretful seeing that Im trying to ask why someone's saying something strange and weird and I offer them the doubt of goodwill and assume the best but am I literally talking to a retard who cannot communicate? Who the hell after making weird remarks of somewhat sexual nature and homophobic nature, doesnt explain it when asked and just responds with a fucking gif?
