I have a belief that the higher performance you become, physically more so but mentally too, you reflect more like an animal, ofcourse not in the sense you are chaotic but more like you are a well fed well worked human, thriving, your biology is working fine which in it of itself feels "more animalistic". I'd seen this with an older cousin of mine, he was a high performance sprinter, Id always noticed that his movements in general were graceful, he was hip and almost bouncy, his face had become sharp, it felt inhuman sometimes, not inhuman as in he was an animal but that he was truly actually human, and comparatively the sedentary senile were stuck in nihilistic fogs debating and arguing in misery, eating like shit and feeling like shit.
I truly believe that's what I feel now, I think I truly feel "human" where in my nervous system isnt trying to fight me and shut me down, where my body and breath are strong, and I feel calm when im supposed to, and the rest of the times of tension I feel amazing, like an explosion
>>61463
Even my face has a certain clarity to it, ofcourse it looks much better but I can see it in my eyes, some sort of a clear mind reflecting, sharp, not in turmoil. Its simple, the simplicity is not a sign of fault but more so that things are not in chaos in within, they are not in a whirlwind, I can see it in my eyes that I know what im doing.
>>61467
>>61463
everything kind of becomes easier, I can just wake up early, it stops being some weird emotional thing, your nervous system stops testing you because you kind of beat it, conquer your own protective nature so that your faculties are your own, then conquering your thoughts, and then your actual father whoever so it maybe literally or symbolically, then the world...
>>61463
Are you the guy talking about how Vedic and Greek are only myths that matter? You mentioned something about Brahmins and Kshatriyas having to obey certain laws, what if I am a shudra? Should I look elsewhere instead of vedism?
>>61494
That was regarding the thought of Savarna hood persisting through modernity somewhat, and the natural conclusion that if it is to survive it has to change and evolve. On Shudras I have surprisingly not a lot of thoughts, only kshatriya and brahmin have the capability and responsibility to carry something forward, but you have no responsibility, the caste system no longer exists the way it did, and so, you are free to do whatever you want, essentially.
>>61495
Idiotic, repression is followed by those who are not moving forward, you count days and nights without sin, you are still living in sin, you are prolonging your disorder of addiction, what you need is to leave it behind, if you are so shamed by masturbation, why do you drag it behind you everyday? And scientifically it doesnt show much benefit.
>>61463
True, last year I did a lot of rock climbing, at one point I had guys come up to me and say you’ve really glowed up, you’re an 8/10. Etc. I haven’t done much physical stuff in a while, I mean I did some gym but just fucking around. My face is rather soft and droopy, I don’t feel like myself.
>>61534
honestly on the first part. I have little hope. I know that the country and culture are in for somewhat of a doom, but whatever survives, we can already tell what will, Savarnahood was an expression of power and wisdom, but these do not pass down, what passes down is responsibility, which is worse if you cannot handle it. If you do handle it however you will perceive Savarnahood differently, you will see that your expression of these matters (if you are savarna) is different.
>>61536
You should not have stopped, you need to keep going. Why have you stopped? Injury? Please, I hope you recover well and get back on it, I know you know how it feels to be alive.
>>61537
Having a given role vs an ancestrally ordained role is different. You do have a history if you come from it
>>61539
>You should not have stopped, you need to keep going. Why have you stopped? Injury? Please, I hope you recover well and get back on it, I know you know how it feels to be alive
Not injury, I just kinda stopped.
