>Never kept a lot of recurring friendships with men>Easy to socialize and date girls but never had male friends>my only current male friend has become nihilistic heavy>daily bullshit on text, only spamming gifs, retarded pedantic objections and argumentations
I've basically got no male friends left, I talk to either of my exes or any other women, and that's it.
lifes great and all, im not complaining much, I feel great personally sure, but I've got no friends. Ive never been able to figure it out, maybe its just the way I've weirdly entered places in life that I'm always a stranger, I'm great at talking to people and great at speaking, not introverted at all, but Ive just never managed to retain any friends, I barely speak to people now that I am not under geographical proximity.
>>52564
Although I've maintained a friendship with all the women Ive been close to or dated. It's very strange, one woman who I still deeply love, who also still loves me but cannot be with me due to distance and such, we still talk mostly everyday, we try not to, another is an ex-girlfriend who I meet sometimes in person, but have no romantic feelings, Ive developed more of a sister like bond from my side atleast, I worry about her and care for her, and she's nice.
>>52569
I dont know how often I have sex, I dont like to hookup randomly or fuck just any girl, It feels weird, Its alright for me if I talk to women, that's happening now too but I've never rushed into sex. I dont want to share my body count
>>52551
>>52564
>>52577
A part of me is frustrated at my friend, this guy, I try to talk everyday and, we talk sure but lately he's just been getting weird to me, he's just very pedantic about things, about how things should be a certain way, very nihilistic about his own life and just overall, cuts off emotionally or something god knows what, like I'll try to talk and he'll just post stupid gifs or such, it's been going downhill for a while now. I just want a normal friend who talks about things and doesn't just laugh or something, he's irony poisoned maybe. God I cant even, I cant even describe what the fuck my problem is because to be honest? He's just so, just being plain fucking annoying and weird, and I dont want to talk to him anymore.
>>52582
I am a man
>>52577
>>52586
>I dont want to share my body count>I've never rushed into sex>God I cant even, I cant even>I dont want to talk to him anymore.>He's just so
Possible foid detected on thread I repeat possible foid detected.
>>52586
>>52605
But my life is, moving, atleast I mean, it's going great right now, and I've been working hard. I'll eventually just, move out and find more friends, or even if not I'll just live. But it bugs me, you know, whatever he says and his ways and the arguments, I can't tell him this directly, actually? I can, but he wont listen, or maybe he just doesn't get it, maybe I'm just expecting much. I wont say it doesnt matter because it does, but I can't do anything. I was so annoyed I just didnt speak today at all.
>>52612
A reason why I still browse or post here is just this, it doesn't matter how great life is going, unless you have social avenue and opportunity, a human element within will still feel lonely, and crave whatever routine or familiarity can be provided, Inch isn't great but it's reachable and there. Eventually though I guess I'll have to focus on it, yk, actually improving the opportunities of socializing, I'm mostly just geographically locked out for now and I don't expect it to change until location changes.
