>be me>maa bapu working so I get unmoderated internet access as a kid>be in 4th grade>be in school bus>for some reason topic of "xxx" pops up among group>most kids leave and my stop is last along with this girl>she explains if u search up "xxx" online you will see dirty stuff of boys and girls talking off their clothes and touching their privates>i eventually go home and search it up online, too much for my kid brain to process
Even tho its feeling hot and fun i rub my penis across the desk and cum for the first time (no cum tho)
>we start talking about that shit regularly and discussing how male genitals r different from girls, all of this was very hot to talk abt and I would masterbate every single day abt it>eventually she leaves but she leaves the school by 5th grade and we lose contact>be me 20 now>we get in contact>she has a bf and with was 6 guys before
brutally over for me
