I fucking hate my parents. Why did they have to raise me like this. We are dirt poor but act , look and have morals of rich. Rich don't like us nor does poor. Couldn't even fuck a single girl till now. Even if I somehow get some girl right now I don't even know what to do with her. I have anxiety attacks going to places that cost money.
If we lived in slums I could have fucked some dehati cutie. I look decent so some gora filmmaker could have given me some role. I would have made some shitty reels and be rich by now. But nooooooo bc madarchod , padhne ke badd bhi 27k ki salary hai aur sex / bakchodi bhi nhi kri. Im so fucking alone right now I dont even know how to talk with PG boys because I have stayed alone my whole life for being stuck up and a bitch. aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
