The only good thing about my unemployment is that I get to play H-games more than usual
My fingers hurt from playing too much guitar and my ears hurt from playing the same boring tunes repeatedly while not having the skill to learn new ones
Sometimes I think about future and relations and love but they seem useless
>>41021
The more I think about my Youth the more I feel like I have wasted most of it
instead of looking for the time yet to come my mind thinks of time wasted
shit like
>I could've raised myself to be a genius>I could've learned all this earlier>I could've been ahead of others
it hurts my ego to think about it but I cannot help it
I still want to get ahead of others but it all comes down to my own incompetence
Well I'll just play some h-games and daydream to numb the pain
Where are you during the day Ananwa?
I've been feeling like leaving this place altogether. It just doesn't feel cozy anymore. Most of the good posters have already left, and now it feels like it's mostly baiters. Even the good threads barely get any replies these days.
I like places which have some kind of aesthetics and sub-cultures like even bhach had some kind of aesthteic vibe to it.
This place is just meh...
>>41026
yes it's from lonarpg (evil rape game)
>>41027
During The day I mostly do house chores kalej searching online part-time job searching (clueless)
I stopped coming here for some reason
I dont even feel much motivation to draw nowadays I have 2 WIPs which are just untouched for days now
maybe it all started after all the art-anons left
Maybe it was the doxxing incident idk
>>41030
This just seems like your typical chan now mostly toxic and shit filled with porn and baits
all those anons trying to bring originality to this chan kek
>>41046
I hope so too
but for now as long as I am here I will try to be like those who left as a remnant
anyways time for me to endorse cute pyaari pyaari lolis again
