I was around 6 yo when my father died in a road accident, after that my mother basically abandoned me, cuz her side of family wanted her to marry again.
I was basically raised by my dada dadi, my dada passed away when I was in 12th and my dadi passed away last year.
I am basically on my own now, I tried reconnecting with my mother few years ago, when my dadi was still ill, but she doesn't want me and is happy with her new family - husband and 2 kids.
>>26656
ur probably larping, but this is the one case where i would suggest you consider leaving India
there is very little keeping you in India, unless you own property in your name , which you should repopulate with a new family if that is the case
if you dont even have that, then there is nothing really binding you to the country
india is impossible to navigate successfully as a solo player
>>26660
nah I have accepted myself being an anaath, I don't really feel that resentful, i was like that for sometime, but it is what it is, after my grandparents passed away i sold the little plot of land and house i inherited, growing up i used to help my dada in the shop we owned, I sold all of it and moved to a tier 2 city, I no longer want to cling to my mother, my dadi used to think she would accept me when I grow up.
>>26674
bhai I have moved on, i was abandoned when I was 6, I almosy never saw her face after that, what do you expect me to do? she is like a stranger to me, my dadi was my mother, and she has passed away.
>>26675
selling ur land and house was a bad move, anyway, consider leaving india
living alone in india as a rentoid is awful
no future or perspective in this life for u
>>26677
>revenge
for what yaar? it is not like she abused me or anything, i was just abandoned, I don't even remember much of it.
It is just that my grandparents have passed away and I am now an official anaath, it feels sad sometimes.
>>26680
yaar anon, the only reason I made this thread here, is that i don't have anyone to talk to, I don't want to go to jail, i am not a criminal seeking revenge or anything like that.
>>26687
none of them really care much about me, mother's side went no contact years ago, father's side relatives kept in touch until my grandfather was alive, they all have their own lives.
I am actually grateful for them for giving me my share in our village land.
>>26687
>is that what peak of loneliness
I was abandoned by my own mother, I don't want to be dramatic but you can't argue against it.
it is not even that bad, sometimes I feel a lot freer than other people.
>>26690
tuff situation man, its not that rrelatives and family is what we look forward to seeing always. do you have any friends or good "acquaintances" at your job?
You have no enemies. Clinging onto ideas of vengeance or revenge is just letting someone else live rent free in your head taking up your mental energy. I would say see your life in a positive light, you have a job, salary and no debts (hopefully). Things could be worse yet you have things you van be grateful about.
