>>255922
>>255924
Brootal humiliation ritual yaar
Coming Tuesday some timmy boss and an Indian boss from another branch is gonna visit my office.
They're telling it's mandatory to come that day.
I'm seething at the thought that I'll have to act all subservient irl in front of a timmy. I'd do something violent if i lose control.
Arghhh i won't go that day
>>255943
Obviously I'll be height mogged
I get height mogged by jeets all the time
I hate doing this job but doing it cuz of gareeb parents
I'd have stayed at home and grinded for sarkari jaabz
Hate every day I've to show fake corporate positivity.
I just hate everything western and corporate
>>255942
Fuck u blaady benchod saar
>>255952
Yup true
>>255953
Akshually I'm disabled and use an elbow crutch to walk. So normiejeets don't make fun of me. Only edgelords and ykw all my best friends have been edgelords because they don't have that normie filter and they behave with me just like they do with any other person. Normies open up too but edgelords are better in this regard.
Regarding height, it's like I'm invisible most of the time. No one remembers seeing me because I'm out of their fov ig lol. I have to buy clothes from kids section and i hate going to kids section with my baap who insists me to "get new clothes."
I do get a few curious stares evey now and then cuz of the specimen I am.
>>255922
I didn't know jeets have to go through all this until my friend told me they had to arrange "games" and wear traditionals to welcome timmy massa
>>255958
Speech related ailments are even more brootal anon. Glad you made it.
>>255960
Kek no. Instead I've been manipulated in college many times by a foid who showered a bit of attention on me so that she can cheat from me during exams or get notes from me. I was pretty lame then, still am to some extent
>>255964
Yeah, it's some repressed gene.
If i had the power, money, influence and the balls, I'd have been picrel mulla. This dude was the founder of hamas. He was wheelchair bound since childhood and he was killed in an Israeli airstrike, much later in his life. I don't wanna be a mulla but only through this ideology you can easily mobilise masses.
I'd instead wage jihad against these bloodsucking foreign corpos and the babus who sell land and people to these shlomos. I'd wage a war until the government starts supporting local companies and we become a self sustaining country. Imagine blowing up all the corpo buildings in shitty unplanned haphazard urban "cities."
Well it's just a wild wish....
>>255971
Ati brootal
>>255991
True. I take comfort in the fact that most normies would've roped if they had to live a week or a month as us (back when I had it, I've grown out of it).
>>255994
It doesn't even cross my mind most days, it is what it is. It's as if my brain has learnt to filter out stuff that is irrelevant to me like socialization in large groups, foids, other NT and chad things, I'm indifferent to them now.
Until some humiliation ritual occurs which breaks my mental fortress, which rarely happens.
>most normies would've roped
Kek, used to cope like this as a teen but now I don't even need to cope.
>>255974
>Glad you made it.
In some ways I don't know. I'm kinda evil and fucked up. I think speech related ailments have it worse when it comes to being bullied and shit, but dwarfism/physical deformity type things result in more pityness and ostrachisation as well as no chicks? I had a few chicks into me growing up, despite it.
>>255997
>humiliation ritual occurs which breaks my mental fortress, which rarely happens.
Very hard to have it broken, when you've emerged from hell. I know.
>>256000
>picrel
Instead of making me evil, I think I just learned how to blend in to navigate life. Apart from that I don't even have much friends, I like to maintain a few close friends and I'm a recluse mostly.
>>256002
Trucels on chadjeet website? Kek
>>256005
Now that I think about it, the last time it broke was during school ig...
>>256007
>Trucels on chadjeet website? Kek
Not a truecel, I had a chance with a fat chick but felt disgusted so I ghosted her. I also got to touch a girls thighs in my school days, kinda like a situationship but it was purely sexual on both our parts.
>>256007
>friends
I have a small friend circle but I'm not really friends with them. I'll probably ditch them when I finish college and move on. Hard for me to hold onto any form of connection.
>>256013
Like your honesty anon, I was saying in general though.
>>256015
Yeah. Kinda prepares you for the brootality to come.
>>256020
>Hard for me to hold onto
Hard for me to let go...
>>256007
Not sound like a moralfag but man you have it hard in your life.
Why don't you apply for govt. Jobs like i think pwd quota will give you the job surely.
May you find solace in your life bro
>>256031
>pwd quota
If I took pwd I'd have gotten IITB CSE. It's a matter of principle. I'll never take reservation of any kind. I think the other anon may feel the same.
>>256031
Thanks for the kind words.
I am applying for them but this job and the burnout is eating away most of my time and my parents' toxic behaviour of always pestering me to study in my free time after 12 hour workdays is just killing my drive to study. Can't quit the job as explained above.
I'm too underprepared even for pwd rn and my enviornment doesn't help it either.
I should push myself harder fr to ascend else I'll be stuck. It's a kind of mental block.
>>256034
Based for not taking reservations. I did take em though, without it my life would've been even more hellish. I don't deny the benefits of it. It's essential in this hyper competitive cunt.
>>256037
>>256040
Kek
>>256049
Apart from Ahmed Yassin I'd say Kazuhira Miller kek(I'm not blonde and badass like him tho). Yeah he's imaginary and he lost his limbs much later but it's the closest match I'd say in pop culture. My exact condition is hard to find so roughly leper king and tamerlane too are kinda inspiring.
