/b/ - Random

>>248080 DON'T GIVE UP YET. WE ARE NORMAL, IT'S THE WORLD WHICH IS FUCKED UP

>>248080 It's nothing new, sleep early . You will feel better

Hatred For your current self is not nessecarily bad and screaming "I WILL ASCEND" x50 is just fooling yourself temporarily. Hatred for your own self is the first step to changing yourself for the better, atleast that is how I see it. >>248089 I don't feel bad I just feel bored I do not like meditation videos because they are like JOI without the erotic elements. True meditation is observing your own thoughts in silence while not getting lost.

>>248083 The world sure is But that is something i have accepted it's not the world's fault neither is it mine

>>248098 Okay loser, go deeper in your misery

>>248102 What I said was not miserable you know? I will change what I can, the rest is not My problem.

>>248095 I don't hate my inner self. It's the GOD it's the world that cursed me. I need to make myself better, it's my revenge against them

(Man I want some Ideas for a cute halloween outfit for her, Should I go with a yui cosplay or some other character that looks like her) >>248114 Ego can lead you to your peak or your fall. Having an ego is a good thing as long as you are aware of yourself

>>248121 I crushed my ego, that's here i am. I need my ego back.

>>248095 >don't feel bad I just feel bored Retard, look at your thread subject, i thought you had serious problems or dealing with some suside thought. What a waste of time. Idiot

The closest I have gotten to a true meditative state is when I studied a subject I loved for an entire night or while Playing the Guitar for hours even when My fingers hurt. >>248129 I said Yes I feel hatred for myself The subject was supposed to be a bait I later explained why hatred for oneself is not a bad thing

>waste of time You do realize you are on a chappal forum right?

>>248133 Stfu, congratulations you successfully ruined my mood

>>248134 I know what, I'm consuming, you don't have to remind me, i downloaded a meditation video for you, as i thought you are suffering and here you are. Saar I'm just bored. Idiot

I should start baiting too maybe that will give me a temporary rush that will make me feel better about myself >>248137 Just kidding I feel bored yes, But I am bored of how I act, How I speak, how I live This is one of the things I want to change about myself somewhere. I am a boring man afterall.

>>248140 Sorry yaara I am back in serious mode saary please don't scold me I will listen to JOI meditation pli don't get angry

>>248080 You should. You are the fucking gobar on this website.

>>248150 hi

>>248080 #nunnu hilao khush raho >>248153 hi :D

>>248122 All the best >>248155 :---D aj achhi maatra mei narksheeram(boimilk) ka utpaadan kiya maine

>>248158 nice yaara i also jerked off today in morning because i kept thinking about touching my beanits yesterday

>>248158 ur the one who bought the boimilk production yantra?

>>248140 come back yaar I'm bherry saary ;-* >>248164 No, yaar I am too poor for that But I did make my own nunnugrabber 1947 long time ago

Back to Serious topic (I might need meditation afterall) I hate myself today more than I did yesterday and the day before that It is my fault somwhere What I need is to love myself enough at the same time to change myself ( I don't)

>>248171 why? procrastinated the entire day? same, idk whats wrong with me, maybe i have adhd, i literally procrastinated watching animu

>>248173 Yes, the same way as you did But make up for it a bit as a band-aid

Wow, no wonder I like Mayumi kojima's songs so much

You know, I will talk to myself as I always do and finally reach a conclusion. Yes I will do that Only I know myself the best Only I hate myself the most Only I am bored of Myself Cuz I am the only one Who talks to myself, even when no one else does.

>>248164 yeah :3 its a pain to clean though

>>248183 chhota nunnu sama oshiete kusasai~~ Give me some Ideas on >>248121 using your elite femboy knowledge