I just cannot get rid of my social anxiety, its limiting me so much. I freeze up when i have to face a group of strangers and it takes me weeks to get comfortable around them. There is nothing i can do to change this and the worst part is that im aware of my awful personality and i can read others micro expressions making fun of me.
>>248071
Don't give up anon. You are meant to survive.
YHWH cursed me, i end up in really bad humiliating situation but my inner soul is there to help me. My soul is still alive helping me survive.
SHOW MIDDLE FINGER TO GOD YHWH BHAGWAN BUDDHA ALLAH BY ASCENDING
>>248071
bhai it will sojnd cringe and wannabe but start smoking and going out drinking with friends
or atleast smoking with a group you think has same vibe as you
Then just make plans bahar jao, and when you are little bit tipsy you can easily talk to anyone rinse and repeat
>inb4 muh health muh lungs
choose ur poison loneliness and social exclusion is far worse than these too
>>248071
its over
saying as a guy with chronic social anxiety
if i didn't have responsibility of my parents and burden of money they've spent i would willing kill my self. i really wanted to last year
the day my parents die ill kms
>>248181
No it's not. Smoking is real bad for health, and most jeets already have fucked up lifestyle late sleeping, carbslop inactivity and all. Why add another one.
Smoking also cause dull face, a big looksmin.
