Anyone can fool me.
While others get high marks with cheating despite knowing nothing, i being knower scores below average because i am chutiya. Earlier my social retardness (or in kinderway one can say seedhapan) only affected my life outside, but now in kalej am getting raped academically too. Niggas get their assignments copied, and scores high in exams by cheating, do well in practicals and all despite knowing nothing, they have good bonds with teacher or cuz they know how to make fake medical so get away with low attendance while i suffer with 70%.
Fuck my life
>>246778
Same with me. We are just cuck and if we stay like this for more. The reality is they will take our job, our wife too.
My advise would be become extrovert. I was in this false delusion of "Muh Solitude is for NERDS", "ANTI-SOCIAL traits are sign of Intelligence" turns out they are all signs of being a coward who will have his wife shagged by people and won't do shit.
I can't advise more cause I am a coward.
>>246794
This is the truth, we know it and we can't do shit about it. It's like am destined to be a ccuck.
I am a fuckin coward and my cowardness is what holding me back. It's the fucking reason why i am where i am. It's behing 99% of my problem.
I realized it today that my masochist porn addiction is cuz i love dominant women or mommy.
I love them cuz i want to rely on someone, the girl that loves me and who protects me. I won't have to use my bhondu mind when with her, cuz she is the one who leads.
Deep down, i accepted my defeat, am not man enough.
