I feeling really really worthless, it is all crashing down on me at this moment. I have an assignment due tommorow and I don't understand the shit, I am sleepy as well. I can AI it but it'll be obvious I cheated and I don't feel like it. I had a 23 day nofap streak which I failed this weeked I wasted this weekend fully fuck. I feel really bad man. I wasted my life uptill this point. Fuck man. It is all crashing down on my right now. I'm not gonna kms I'm too strongwilled for that but I listened to a lot of suicidal and sad music today. Feels bad man.
>>244278
Not pulling an alnighter. I'll just do half the thing in the morning. Will sleep now.
>>244280
Fuck, I haven't done anything good in my life. Not one fucking thing godamn it. In 11th and 12th I didn't do anything i was daignosed with ADHD but by the point i could do anything like half the syllabus was done, there was no point in studying. So i stopped taking meds, also I was in a very bad place mentally then, the meds weren't helping. I am in a much better frame of mind rn. I will meet the psychiatrist on friday and try medication again.
>>244283
>biggest problem
The assignment, ig. But the reason I am feeling bad is not because of that. I am feeling bad because I am a man of inaction.
>>244287
Ig the assignment is the main problem at this moment. But I am too sleepy to understand it, and I am not willing to AI it, it will be obvious, it is not an easy subject.
>>244295
Thanks, you too. I am looking forward to talking to the psychiatrist, she is really nice and you can be unfiltered with her and tell everything that happens. I told her about this site kek. talking to her for an hour feels like 5 minutes.