>be me>porn addiction is literally eating my life>haven't showered>haven't looked for a job>haven't talked to friends>spend all day lurking in this fucking chappal forum>mfw my life is going nowhere>only thing I was ever proud of was my knowledge>random industry facts, obscure trivia, niche shit nobody bothered learning about>now AI and reels are spoonfeeding everyone the same information>half the fucking population knows about topics I used to pride myself on understanding>what's even left to feel good about>can't even enjoy being a fucking nerd anymore>years of wasting my potential>years of telling myself I'll change>still here>still cooming>still rotting>unironically considering chemical castration at this point
what the fuck am I even doing with my life
anons?
>>242590
>>242590
porn is not bad and masturbation isnnot bad.
Point is you spend too much time on it and when done with it never start working
In the end you blame the thing that takes 5 minutes to.complstr
>>242594
Why do i feel bad only after fapping.?
I tried to live a normal life but this addiction makes me recluse, incel consider the current time I'm venting in a obscure chamar forum instead of actually working on Myself.
I'm completely ruined now.
All my greatness is sapped away by my addiction I do not even know when I was truly happy not chemically INDUCED fapping happy.
Fuck my life
>>242672
True i do not have that much big attention span but I've read this.
And all the symptoms it said is true i lack the enjoyment I get of the porn i watch just after ejaculating.
And i also feel low testosterone and stop hanging out with my friends In order to "punish" myself. Which is just a low testosterone side effect.
But procreation is the sole use of ejaculation is something I can't get behind it?
Although this is a old post and anon hasn't experienced post Covid dopamine induced high by optimising short form content.
Majority of the talking points are somewhat correct. And now I also see the punishment is the direct result of low testosterone if isolation is lack of test then socialising may increase my test levels.
I will do that.
Yeh toh literally main hoo except I am already castrated because of high cortisol and depression and nothing really changed so don't waste your time thinking that cutting off your balls or overloading your system with estrogen is going to fix your life.
>>242590
Try to limit fapping and try to do it once a week at max. Maybe plan the number of sessions and the duration you can do it so that your brain doesn't feel deprived. You're not allowed to do anything unproductive in the remaining time. You'll slowly notice that your need for regular sessions gets reduced and you'll stop needing to masturbate.
Also what stuff do you goon to?
