Suicide is something that I will never be able to wrap my head around and never have. I cannot understand why a man would kill himself. Man, in himself is not unhappy there is always something external, someone external who is responsible for the situation, or even society as a whole. Suicide is a "cucked" response, going on a killing-spree is something much more sensible and natural in a way. I have been at my lowest and even then, I never considered suicide. Another anon commented that writing stuff here with effort is like writing stuff and then flushing it down into a toilet. I guess suicide is like that except it's your life that you're flushing into a toilet. I never understood it and never will be able to understand it, suicide is for the slaves. When I hear that someone has committed suicide, I can't feel bad for them, in any way. I sometimes feel like laughing when I hear that someone has killed himself.
>>242038
>cannot understand why a man would kill himself.
It's easy to kill yourself. Its shortcut.
>have been at my lowest and even then,
Elaborate or larp.
.......
Your thoughts are quite naive, sometime its Hard to live.
>>242041
>Elaborate or larp.
During covid, I experienced a type of brain fog... I could not think properly and was going insane due to a lack of socialisation, I had no friends no nothing just trapped in a room, and I could not think. prior to covid i could get great marks in school. During covid I nearly failed I got 16/80 once. My mom would mock me, and say that intelligence was the only thing which I had and I have nothing now. It was the lowest point in my life, I seem to have mostly forgotten it due to how low it was. I hardly have any memories of that era... It feels like a thousand years ago.
>>242041
>sometime its Hard to live.
Indeed, it can be hard to live... But If it's hard to live it's always because of someone else. If it does get to such a point it makes sense to take them with you.
>>242042
I know it doesn't sound like much. There are 13 year olds toiling away in the hot sun. But it was hell. Words don't convey it. It's like being stripped of everything.
>>242045
I was about to point this out. What you just experience is nothing, compare to what person go through in day to day Life. And all the sucide happens when person don't any escape.
A poor farmer sucide as he can't pay his loan, let alone feed his family. He had the land but no monsoon, he had the seed but bo fertilizer, he got the crop after intense labour but can't find the good price. And all lone Shark are now after him l, after his land.
A student suicide as she can't handle the bully anymore. And she know no one can help her not even his parents. The whole system is rigid.
A raped victim sucide, as everyone is judging her every moment now, asking a carecter, for a deed she never done. Infact she is the victim, not the culprit. But this crooked society grab her neck till her last breath stops.
>>242050
No happiness in that. It is is just empty.
>>242051
>poor farmer
Kill the loan sharks and then kill himself
>school bully
Kill the bully. Once I was bullied and I was feeling depressed. I took a knife to school and was going to stab the guy to death but I realised it was not worth it, and just ignore'd it.
>rape victim
Kill the rapist and then kill themselves.
>>242055
Like i said you are quite naive.
You don't understand the trauma those persons are going through. They lost everything in process theirs courage, their hope, and at last thier hope.
They know everything, they know that revenge won't solve their current miserable life, infact it will add burdon on their loved ones as well.
>>242063
>They lost everything in process theirs courage, their hope, and at last thier hope.
I know... and thats what separates me from these slaves. I will never lose the will to kill. If the time comes, I will not hesitate to kill those who are making my life hell.
>>242063
>burdon on their loved ones as well.
Slaves and their izzat. The loved ones aren't helping them with their situation, why love them just kill someone and kys. You will feel satified in your last moments.
>>242068
I think there is a difference in the way people process losing their courage and hope. I think someone will kill themselves and some will go on a killing spree. I might be predisposed to the second route. I have not even considered suicide when I felt low.
>>242051
>What you just experience is nothing
I would disagree. A poor person who grew up in a household where his parents loved him had better expereince than me.
>>242070
I am not trolling dude. This is genuinely how I think. If you disagree feel free to talk.
>>242075
>>242076
It's not your lowest point if you don't kill yourself. Even though my failures are far bigger than yours, I still don't consider them my lowest point, nor will I ever consider any kind of failure the lowest point of my life
