To my fellow cels how do you cope with lost youth and lost teenage years. How do.you cope with lack of human interaction in those years. How is your mental health
>>23071
I race against time. I try to think less do more.
For sex there are plenty of 25+ women who are still virigin and missed out on party and sex and I'm trying to hunt them. There is a see of these women and I'm gonna drown but it will be worth it.
>>23071
once in a while like every 3-4 months it dawns on me suddenly how over it really is
I cope by consooming UFC and Fifa WC these days
t. 30 yo KHHV NEET
>>23071
Its all moh maya ananwa its all fleeting and doesn't last long, the more you realize how br00tal modern world is the more jaded you'll become
just focus on your well being if you live like shit then think of the future as to what you want to accomplish or just give up if nothing works out
>>23071
Severe Soical anexity
Present in every run of life
Was in school
5th 6th 7th - most socially awkward kid
I enjoyed classes more then recess cause in recess it becomes another one of the moments where I just sit alone and think everyone must think I am such a loser for sitting alone. Same for substitute periods
Same happend to me in socitey. Was a doormat. They dunked on me for entertainment purposes. Never wanted to go down and play. My mother forced me too. Died from inside every day
At end of school year I mean when u get the report I was so frightened of it never cause I low grades but cause teacher always gave the remark he is so silent, never speaks anyhting, gaye baccha hai. Broke my heart from within cause my parents were the last people I wanted to think their son is a loser
Same happend to me in Allen. I prepare so much that I would embark on exposure therapy, I watch all sorts of improvement vids. Nothing works. Coaching was same for me
College too is same for me. In first sem there was garbha night. Everyone went out to the fest. I cried cause no one asked me out to come. Well problem is in me I suck so much at this.
But still trying. Year 2 I can give galis now. And just a advice in these doomer chain of thoughts make u sure atleast fix what u can. Physique, academics blah blah. Don't let this domain ruin other for you
>>23088 brootal meng i am working on my physique so i could model some day. I know i might be bit old for this. But i dont wanna be 30 and look back at my 25 year self maybe i should have worked on my physique
>>23090
25 is the cutoff for all the bullshit, everything after that you gotta be careful about what choices you make that includes your diet so I cut off all carbslop and processed sugar shit a few years ago
been lean and healthy since then like back then I would fall sick and shit quite often but I'm in better condition now still physically frail tho like I barely weight over 35
>lost youth>lost teenage years
try losing 20s
and your early 30s
this is one of my favorite songs at this point
i don't want to wish a life like mine to anyone
there are people in far worse positions than me but mine is a specific kind of hell
purgatory to be exact
not exactly hell but not exactly heaven either
just limbo
>>23071
If i had to answer honestly. i dont think about it at all because I don't get enough time. The few minutes I get for break are spent driving to town and wolfing down goyslop fast before I go back to work
I used to think a ton about this shit when I was a NEET though
>>23074
>enty of 25+ women who are still virigin and missed out on party and sex and I'm trying to hunt them. There is a see of these women and I'm gonna drown but it will be worth it.
bro is in for a shitty awakening
