i don't even want to write my suffering anymore. i didn't get selected. interviewers were barely interested and i was specifically sent to a panel that was meaningless. also pretty privilege worked for someone.
in this dark world, my only hope is to choose skills and hone them till i win based on merit. i must do it again. i will change my resume, add one more project, learn my stack and tech better, worst part was they didn't even talk about cs fundamentals or dsa at all. asked most obscure things and completed interview in 10 mins. i don't know how should i feel, the girl that got selected was my crush and here i am a betacuck with 6.9 cgpa, an ugly body and an ugly life with no memories to cherish or remember, no good experiences either. this whole campus placement thing is such a humiliation ritual, sitting for companies that aren't looking for sde/swe roles is just worst, these niggers get you in GDs, select almost randomly and infact select foids who barely spoke and had knowledge about topic, by chance you get selected for interview rounds after GD, your interview is taken at last at 5:30pm when everyone is tired and likely done with hiring just for the sake of not excluding someone. what's more sadder is one guy was from cybersec and his knowledge was in it and yet that nigga didn't get hired and half chamars from aiml got hired probably because they could sell better. fuck these dalla salesmen who sell convenient dreams of corporate while in reality only want to hire women women and then 1 capable person at max.
REEEEEEE
>>229405
Don't worry yaar. Naukari karne le liye abhi zindagi padi hai. You'll be working most of your 30s, 40s and 50s. What's important is you enjoy your neetcel days. These days are never going to return. Enjoy every moment
"Whatever happens happens
>>229428
Trve, if i was top 99% i could do whatever and win kek
though my life is going good wi%hout doing anything i believe with effort i could be in top %
>>229481
Now this is something you shouldn't do. Not because killing is bad but because the more you harm others the more you're harming yourself. It will only elevate the pain instead of erasing it
