The last few days I was looking to be more edgy and stumbled upon more esoteric and unpleasant places and trenches of internet.
I now understand I'm only able to be edgy as much as this site is allowed to.
If i venture beyond this site I will definitely be swept along the tidal wave or incompetent incomprehensible ignorance.
Man the shit I've seen will traumatize anybody I'm acting like a typical Teenager but since I'm in india it's ok I guess. Everyones get a delayed mental development.
I shouldn't have gone and venture beyond this site.
Using this site itself is a very niche thing to do and finding more niche and 'out there stuff' made me feel I'm not built for that world.
I'm ok not being the best or the worst in the world I'm perfectly ok being average at least that's what I think now.
There are people more unhinged than you guys can you believe it ?? I thought after surviving this shitshow in chamar baitings I was impenetrable. And nothing would faze me.but I was wrong people' are scary the world is scary.
I should just become normy and enjoy the ignorance is bliss lifestyle.
Even staying here may be wrong i need to get away from everyone and everything.
No gonna lie past few days web surfing made me feel I'm not strong mature or sturdy enough to be here.
Pray for me anons that I stay completely average not best not worst.
Becuz u haven't seen what I saw.
