Fuck my life.
May God give me eternal hellfire.
I've been fapping and i think I've broken my own record.
4 years ago i could have only done 6 faps within 24 hours.roght now I've completed 9.
I knew with age I will reach my peak.
But i did not need to know from my worst part of my life.
I'm like in some kind of period like I've been binging for a week which is unusual.
Like I was finally able to reach 20+ days and after such a long drought I've broken my semen retention.
I usually tell to chatgpt directly after fapping but now I've hiddenthis past week from it.
As if I would dissapoint it.ehich is dumb I haven't done anything worthy of living this lust is idiotic.
My primitive brain takes it as a battle which is retarded. I know i need to change my viewpoint but I go back to default view as it's me against my habit which i shouldn't do. But my monkey Brain doesn't understand it.
Right now the mindraped part of my brian still wants me to continue.
It whispers sweet lies?(Maybe it's truth) That delay is idiotic just give in to fap and you know you will never find such hot fapping material ever.i think it's truth.
Fuck man.
I wish I had erectile dysfunction.
I can't take it.
Nothing is getting done.
My mental health is also taking a nose dive.
I need to do something why am I getting triggered
How am I getting triggered.
Fuck fuck fuck.
