I just want to experience joy for once
I can't spend another Sunday alone, going for an evening walk see people my age having time of their life
I want to go out to socialise and feel young but it isn't possible
I am myself responsible for my current state
I don't even remember when was the last time I truly socialised no bhai-behan ki shadi. Maybe it was when I went for a school trip ito Delhi, Afraid and Jaipur in 2016
I neither have any friends nor acquaintances anymore. Above all of it I am a 24 year old KHHV Neet bhangi loser
Yesterday i activated my Instagram account and found out that once a close school friend of mine is currently in bangkok for Weeknd's concert
Another ex classmate is trainning to become a pilot in New Zealand
Another one is now settled in Germany and has come out as gay
Another one with help of his father's political connections has started some kind of alcohol import export business
>>218845
>Another one with help of his father's political connections has started some kind of alcohol import export business
based yaar i want to do that
>>218845
your father fault to put you in school with richfags
if you went to a poor fag school your friends would have been driving an auto or preparing for govt exam.
Then you would have felt better.
My father and so my entire family is going through financial distress and I can't even help him. Every second inside the house has started to feel like someone is choking me with bare hands
I don't even have a say in important decisions of the house. Every passing day reminds me how become loser I have turned out to be
Evening and late night walks are my only cope
>>218848
I studied in an IGCSE school owned by a Sindhi and 85% of my classmates were Sindhi and every single one of them was dhanijeet
They recently made a whatsapp group called Reunion and i haven't even seen a single message yet
