I was so foolish. I though my job will stay forever. Didn't save any money. FOMOed everything on market. Havent travelled in last 2.5 years. Haven't been to home since. I thought my grind will help me. Now I'm stuck in a leechad company with 1.5 lakh macbook that I have to pay back. Fuck my life.
>>210764
I bought the high of gold mf got 0 return. Moved old and new money to buy nifty 50 stocks at 52 week low (hdfc, reliance etc). They dipped even further. I'm at fucking loss for years now. Plus now I will have to fill itr for loss. Plus I have to learn for switch. Plus I have to give interview for job. Plus I have to work in current company. Plus I have to fucking serve notice period. Plus I have to visit home because those bitch ass chamara sitting on their asses in a broken poor home dont understand what is happening.
I WANT TO END THIS.
>>210772
I wish. Sala chomu chamar couldn't save a bit of money his whole life. Told me to just study study study study. I couldn't even be a naughty kid. Then after growing up I saw the naughty kid are scamming their way to the top of jobs. I can't even talk in a group. That bhangi chamar aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
me talking on this website instead of being in social media is proof that im a fuck up. Who should I blame? I never had authority as a kid or even teen. I was shown a dream that never came. I'm angry.
>>210775
>4 digit
yes I moved my money to safe fd rd real gold silver and soon land. Fuck everyone.
>>210777
>yes I moved my money to safe fd rd real gold silver and soon land. Fuck everyone.
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>>210777
>me talking on this website instead of being in social media is proof that im a fuck up
it isn't that bad, normies are fucked more on a per capita basis
talk a walk retard and feel better
do not sulk
why couldn't my bhangi chamar poor baap let me be. I could have lost virginity by 14 to some local girl. Drived bike at 16 with friends. Launch a vlog at 17.
Sala jhaant bhar ki 12 pass japan me kaam kar rahe hain.
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>>210778
>dont sulk
yaar I have been studying non stop all day. I have only 3 months to study.
Plus I am eating sprouts kela dudh anda everyday to save money. I have to payback almost 1.3.lakh(thank you gay altman)
Plus the tension of leaving job without offer.
>inb4 dont do it
arre koi nhi lega mujhe 3 months notice prriod hai
merse 3 saal chotte bacchr double kama rahe hai
its humiliating to work with those dumbass on side everyday
> talk to hr and senior
they don't care. they knlw the market. they will only give me more money if I can get a offer letter from other compnsy. But why would I stay then.
See my worth is not determined by how I work but how much other is willing to pay.