>>200559
>Are you the one you wanted to be when you were younger?
Very interesting question.
When I was little I wanna be archeologist, then i wanna explore apanxe ,then wanna reach depth of ocean. I wanna do so many things in so little time , iwas dreamer at that time. But as I go older i realize it's not that practical. Ir youvcan say i just chicken out or coped or took red pill. Different slangs and lingo. Same issue.
And ti be frank. I just fullfill my dream already. Now u can buy as many chocklet I want. All the chips, i can watch any movie. Can visit any place.
Which was just a dream for me at that time . I know for few it's very seems like. It's very small feat. But it's not i learn and worked hard to get this point.
I'm happy now
>>200559
> you wanted
there is no "you" or "I" who wants. it's just chain of events that has led to a society. which desires and manifests it from people.