I am tired of it all, 8am class and I can't fucking sleep because of high cortisol and brain running as if this is peak but I know around 3-4 it will be over and i will only get 3hr sleep and dp majdoori in kalej 8-4, last year yet I have no girlfriend because I am a lazycoward subhuman who never took initiative never left my shell never changed myself too overconfident and yet a big loser. I never even tried to get one. 1 month more and this semester is over this college is over. I don't even know about job. I am applying oncampus but I am not getting shortlisted anywhere. The least i could have right now is some sympathy from a girl but I don't even have it. My female interaction for past 5 yr is just 0. I don't even ask notes from anyone, i studied myself I did everything myself never once I contacted others for help and kept thinking i don't need others oh well I know I will be same tomorrow same overconfident loser chud who won't speak and just kill time in kalej and wait for it all to end.
