>>195250
When I woke up, it was like being born or just another morning, its like any other morning. Through therapy I’ve managed to recover my parents, some friends.
>>195251
I dont know, the brain stores it differently, although i dont know what concepts I have forgotten so I’ve become? Or always an extensive reader
>>195251
they're all lying that's why.
long answer: consolidated memory is never affect only the amgdala hypothalamus or whatver short term organ is affected they can't remember last 10 minutes or last days but can make general associations based on whatver already in their long term memory
>>195252
I have, pages and pages of notes, beautiful drawings, sketches of people, sketches of a girl in bed, ideas, in these journals. My parents try to encourage me to keep going, and I do, but I really dont feel like this person.
>>195253
Yea, we’re all, everyone of us is lying, sure.
>>195255
Apparently car accident, i was not driving
>>195271
I think there was a large heartbreak at some point in my life, and I know her name but I remember nothing, and I wrote a lot but its hard to empathise with it.
>>195277
Transfered, all new
>>195277
Theres nothing to remember, I’ve been thinking about this and wanted to write it somewhere, that maybe the past literally and figuratively does not exist, and that, I think everyone is different, day to day, I dont even think there is a hardcore sense of self, I have a sense of self but I cant trust it, but honestly if there is no trusting that im not just a bundle of habits then, there’s no real me
>>195289
What I wonder is what is that Im not in the clear, Im still monitored for memory loss, and it can happen again or you can regain memories.
So the thing is that it’s been bothering me again. Not medically so as to say.
For the past 2-3 years ever since I recovered I started reading more, its good mental exercise and from a fear of a loss of concepts, I did some lose some concepts I think, or maybe I never bothered to learn them, I’ve reading on buddhism, and I found it very interesting.