>>194312
I've relapsed on porn after 2 months of mindful disciplined living with almost zero screentime apart from work.
Jerked off for 3 hours yesterday and have been looking at my phone screen for 8+ hours either gooning or consooming porn
Hit the rock bottom yet again
But I still can't stop
I want all that sweet sweet porn and ride that pleasure on and on and on...
>>194321
I personally can only live a disciplined life if I have work to do. When I was working in CA firm, my life was pretty good, financially it was same but the quality of my thoughts and emotions was top notch.
I actually thought to myself "this is it, I will continue my CA study, give my 100% and make it"
But after a month so or I was laid off and all that motivation and discipline went away.
It was hard to sleep on time due to mental thoughts and anxiety and of course I lost my drive to continue studies.
