GNG clg m jake I feel extremely tired hostel m chutiyap hua tha i took pg in sharing with a kanpur shudra nigger he leaks my every activity and prolly inspects my things when outside he is very passive agressive mental health going down hill what to do already on srris these lodu groups in clg tire me as well i don't mind being alone but people make fun of me haal btao pyaaro
>>188677
I can't stop ruminating over their remarks and things they completely take over my focus it's like I'm escaping into things rather than ruminating
>>188688
I can't focus on my things dsa , mid sems cuz my mental health stays fucked from interactions and the things that happened or happens in college
>>188696
How do ignore these peeps if I get good makes they always keep picking on me topper agya full marks layega all this fucks my focus and i end up performing worse but better than them
keep yourself busy lala and whenever you feel bad only affirm what you actually what to be. you should be the last person to have a doomer Outlook over yourself
>>188694
If I stay alone they start the Convo with abhi tak zinda h tu depression m h kya all this fucks with my head I have tried clonaz etizolam propranolol alprazolam all shit nothing works
>>188692
Is that it. Your not special it happens with everyone. Nothing big you are feeling like this cuz it's happening with you.
There are 2 approch pick one . Either you remove the root cause will take time and energy or just distract your self with somthing else easy not that great in long term but works perfectly for short terms.
if you hate someone it's better to use them to get something ie social interaction rather than let the hate come urself. plus always downplay and poke fun at yourself first so others don't take advantage of you being all uptight
>>188707
I want a long term solution such that they don't get the idea that I have turned into some asshole my room rent sharer also harrassed me with some shitty notification tune and wasn't letting me sleep so i went to the park and spent whole night there and went for the midsems he was laughing silently it gave me panic attack my whole body was numb I wasn't able to breathe
>>188703
>abhi tak jinda hai tu
stay away from these people. If they come near you stand up and move away, If anyone ask you flip the script and say they ask such horrible questions to me. Will work on those liberal types.
But yes stay away from them.
>>188698
Make a new friend circle then. They are anchoring your progress. They are not Even your friends just your College mate.
''we even prune plants for it's growth you need to do this as well.''
>>188710
All this happened cuz I was sleep deprived from 2 days and he was playing reels constantly at 1 am 2 am then i finally told him to wear headphones at 4 pm he is learning things to annoy me from the guys from previous pgs these fucking bihari shudras
>>188710
You are getting bullied. Why don't you live and stay with people who are nice to you? Maybe find someone who is bullied to and build a bond together.
arrey stop differentiating yourself. you become the victim the moment you say ki headphone laga. try to play along and poke fun at the reels themselves. if you become part of the group then it'll fix itself
>>188716
I have tried everyone man i just remained isolated and can't find someone with common interest it's like a war everyday i really want to kill myself from ghb it's just my parents would be sad
common interest hi to issue hai. you can't find animejeets or forumfags everywhere you should be able to hangout with every chud incel in our glorious country. wear their skin for a while
>>188724
M 3rd sem m hu but things feel so tight around my neck like i feel so envious seeing these people roaming free and enjoying life where I stay miserable also I stay paranoid always in college and that room I took with this kanpuri shudra thought things would get easier but ig he is an opsec leak reels everyone how less i eat how I do everything he purposely makes eggs to annoy me I told him to eat from outside sulfur smell fucks with my head paise lele beshak but he is a randiputra
>>188728
That's the whole problem i can't focus cuz I'm in Anxiety or shame loops having PTSD of hostel incident tracking their eye moemnts expressions how they trynna mimick me so whole energy gets leaked into the earth haven't gone to college from Monday so skipped this week cuz at home finally somewhat stable now I was sure to get psychotic in that room
>>188733
Bhai how to fix it I really want to transcend from idk what this is it feels like a swamp anytime I get happy it's like life is gonna choke me for that happy moment it's so fucked
>>188724
Lol same i acknowledged I'm too coward for that step.
>>188736
pretend you are enjoying life the mind is not enough to distinguish between fake happiness and real happiness.
>>188710
Okay pyare do this.
1st make a new friend circle in college and avoid bihari this time at all cost as your experience with them is not good. It will take time and you need to be little careful as you current mate can understand that you don't wanna spend time with them. So either handle situation like a diplomats or directly. It's already your 2nd year so i believe a lot of group are already formed in your class itself and as everyone use to bitch on each other back. so a perspective is already made about you in others eyes. Good thing is you will get to know what ppl talk about you on back (it's not that good but yeah if you can handle it it will help you)
You can start with either for population girl or unpopular girls or front bancher. If you smoke then group etc you get my point.
If your College let's you participate in club in 2 year so . Try to socialize more in your current club. If your not part of one the join one ASAP (as it helps.)
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Now for roommates.
Leave this is the best advice. Don't tolerate another month with him. Just get the fuck out of there asap if your day schoolers. If your within collage hostel. Then just talk with someone cand change room or something.
>>188746
> pretend you are enjoying life the mind is not enough to distinguish between fake happiness and real happiness.
This is very great solution i was going to say something similar this.
You dont even have to make a scenario in your mind these low lifes niggers in your college are irrelevant, nobody knows them outside their group of 3 people.
i don't really know how you pajeets end up in these situations, in my case, i was always quiet and only did hi hello and how are you and some basic chitchat max to max with most bhangis, never ended up as their dog with a collar tag getting fucked around.
nobody even bothered to even make fun of me or anything, i kept to myself and so did other to their groups.
>>188760
Yeah everyday i scroll the fucking instagram for some new philosophy they would help me whatever happens happens it's all meaningless or that Mike tyson one (u don't exist it's only the task )all of this amounts to nothing when faced with the situation it's like that helpless feeling like these people aren't doing me any good atleast don't take what's mine ( mental peace ) i fall into this trap and keep ruminating over it
>>188765
no, that's bullshit. there are uggo manlet abbos and fatsos who mind their own business and nobody bothers them, yes sometimes they get targeted but seriously dude if you are being targeted just stop going to those places and giving them a fucking reaction which is what they want. ignore them. people feel shame embarassed when someone just ignores them despite knowing they are in your vision, give them vague ass answers and replies as if you aren't interested and a low life yourself.
>>188759
>cuz my diet is zero
Are your parents pressuring you inn any kind of way?
If yes pls ignore them no matter how much you love them.
This diet thing is serious, get this sorted first.
>>188768
big problem. stop being on instagram. i went on instagram for few months in 1st year then realised it's not worth it to have this schlomo exclusive app. just stare into other's soul but not your screen. it gives you confidence, looking at reels like a cuck is very sissy coded behaviour.
>>188756
Yeah going to do this gonna leave arrangement with him also everyone talks shit about me but I don't know how to handle it like someone said ( I'm surprised abtk us bihari (randi room rent sharer)me tera rape kiyu nhi kiya ) Directly that caught me off gaurd ki bc sochke to bol le
>>188778
I stopped using instagram for 4 months straight but people used to ask me kya kr rha and all like kuch faduu kr rha hoga if he doesn't come on insta anymore also no one messages me if I don't message first
>>188783
yaar haggu, people are stupid, let them talk, get a job in this kalej and do course formalities and fuck off from there. what do you care about people? life is fragile, it is here today, tomorrow it won't be, so stop worrying so much what people say.
>>188788
But when I'm in dire need of these things why don't I see them why no one tells me these things it's like my whole mind gets taken over by fear , shame , anxiety idk what not
>>188789
take the individualists people, burn others to death if it benefits you and don't help others unless there is a big benefit reward especially don't help your fellow young people.
>>188792
Yeah I have learnt this in a brutual way also this thread will die today and I'll face more issues during this regard how do I carry that strength in me ( keep floating) ?
>>188798
yaar, i don't know. this is just how life is, at nights sometimes it feels so cold as if will freeze due to coldness inflicted by loneliness but then i just sleep. this is how it is.
>>188802
Yeah sleep is the best thing in my life for now even for that I have to take benzos or zopiclone ( fuck that metallic taste ) these motheruckers have polluted my dreams and well
>>188806
In that room yeah it's 2-3 hours of sleep time mostly so my eyes are groggy asf and I'm tired not at my best cognitive mode but at home it's late but I wake up late so total 7-8 hours only place I can find peace on these days
>>188811
Punjab I was in hostel previously but people used to annoy me in groups then then on 31st October 2025 i lashed out had a breakdown cuz was already shitting in contest and they were knocking the door at intervals i cursed them all in such a loud voice and talked shit about them all night in room obviously they recorded all of it idk how in the room tho and played it all day night cuz it was weekend with seniors using decoy as music it was so fucked man still PTSD triggers sometimes I felt like they'll kill me then I was in desperate situation cuz endsems where in the edge took room with this kanpuri randi unhygienic rakshas and pgs were very costly so room was cheaper so opted for this i feel so fucked always gonna take alone room in future that's for sure
>>188817
i think i remember you, just file a FIR for ragging and take a pg with decent people who have a job or a single person room hostel even better.
>>188818
>>188818
There's no proof for recording cuz my phones microphone isn't good enough to detect but yeah I used to place ears on floor walls and everyone saw me in that fucked up state they told me to put the complaint in writing but then someone to parents said it will only escalate future kharab hojayega and everything so they got away it was such a fucked up period I still get flashbacks of my voice and everything man it's fucked and they were laughing so hard after I was over with them and at night they were using that audio in PUBG to fuel rage very bad shit fuck i shouldn't remember it more
>>188827
It means nothing now things are fizzled out already police will also say why didn't u come earlier also college is tier 696969 and very small campus or zyada mazak bnega
>>188832
are you retarded nigga? this is not what matters, an FIR will give them diarrhoea irrespective of end result of that FIR. they will never bother to hurt you again.
>>188834
first, escalate this to admin(mentor, dean, warden, whatever is heirarchy in kalej and if after one escalation nothing changes just file an FIR.
>>188842
I went to the director even they wanted the complain in written which my parents refused as it would have streched things further and further as they give reappears to people who have action against them or who take the action so for that reason i thought I won't have this degree even
>>188846
It's deteriorating my mental health as no one understands my situation and they do so much worse shit and get away with it but why am I the one paying for every thing
>>188848
Ppl still talk about it, even if they don’t say it to your face
Some niggas still joke abt the fat girl in high school who was hesitant to step on the scale
Your incident is way larger than hers
>>188850
I'm talking about the written complaint that college wanted to take action they give reappears to the people who gives the complaint and the one for its against
>>188853
But they drove me to that point they planned it meticulously over the time and no one is willing to talk about that recording should I just kill myself I'm in 3rd sem how much would I go through in coming time idk
>>188865
But why do they get to have high ground they don't get better grades don't even study they get to have all the fun enjoy life but I'm a miserable not sure if I'm human now I just wanted to study peacefully and my whole life is fucked now
>>188668
Bhai padhle or start preparing for some gobermint meme exam. Shitposting on this chappal making forum may win you some neet votes but will not take you too far.
Baaki jaisi jiski soch
