I cried for an hour today.
Small humiliating incident happened and it reminded me of my past, the abused dog i am and it's never going to change.
Escaping and rotting in my room, ruining my body to death iisn't as bad as constantly trying to pretend who i am not, to be with people who use my naiveness.
Somethings never change
I never cry for myself I will use sad shows sad reels but never myself if i cry becuz of my fuck UPS then the position that I am a born god will fall and then the only thing I can do is just roping myself
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It's getting worse day by day. The hole is getting deeper at an exponential rate, only some miracle can help me get normal atp. One good week give hope and then it's the same 2 weeks of misery.
Legit 4 din ki chandni for me
Seeing a good week, my weak brain just think it's normal and i am good.