>>161431
i am secretly planning to kill myself while trying to ascend
i have no will or desire to live
there's no feeling of joy left in me
i just work on myself
there is nothing else i can do
>>161431
i am assigned by pajeet doval to learn your culture and larp until yall say something incriminating, we save every post you make and every image you post
>>161555
Keep going anon, I tried to off myself too 6 months ago but couldn't do it as my mother will die too. Will try doing some accident type shit so I can die honorably
kek, is that what secrets are? i thought there would be some sort of fraudsters, gangsters, pedos, creepshotters, etc but its all bunch of plebbitbhangis.
when i was in 11th and 12th i took creepshots of some foids in metro or somewhere, i don't even remember it anymore.
>>161431
I am bisexual and have desire of sucking large fat dicks and sleep with a man larger than me because I am fucked in head and have daddy issues as a male
>>161431
I spent almost 15000 rupees to generate lewd ai pics of girls I know in real life. I'm not posting it here, don't ask me. Its mostly them doing item dancing and kissing me because grok seedance have many restrictions with the images you upload, so not even that lewd. Pic related would be an approximate depiction of most of the content.
>>161598
I used seedance and kling, initially I used grok.
As how it got this bad, I click generate while edging, the credits run out, in too horny to care that I buy the next set of credits.
I wouldn't recommend, it's like digital gambling plus drugs plus you also feel like an incel criminal afterwards. I can now understand how gamblers and drug addicts feel.
>>161602
Again not going to. Many of them have my face and the girl's faces(Though I slightly edit the girls faces to make them more attractive than they're in real life but I leave my face as it is). I don't want to give any chance at doxxing myself.
>>161602
Maybe here's a screenshot from one of the videos, as I said most of it just them doing randi naach for me in lewd clothes(I'm the guy in black robes there) or making out with me. That is the max these online ai generators will allow me to as at least back when I used them, the AI flags these kinds of outfits as cosplay or cultural things and not lewd(You've to be smart and avoid using terms like bikini or bra to avoid the prompt being flagged). I think restrictions are not strict nowadays. I also try to edit the photos of these girls to make them more good looking and also cope and not to feel like a complete creep(So that I can cope the girls I'm generating are kinda fictional, in a way).
Happened around 4 years ago...while I was sleeping like in a state of lucid dreaming I unknowingly rubbed my penis on my sister's butt as we sleep on the same bed...I still feel weird about it when it comes to my mind
>>161693
i made my own using bubble wrap and cardboard
the maids fucking threw it away thinking it is garbage i miss it soo much felt like actual hag pussy big and floppy
>>161431
>>161431
This shit happened like 13yr ago at that time I was 12 and now I am 25 so basically i grew up in Shangarh himachal pradesh note I don't live there i changed state and don't wanna give out that information
So basically I had a friend let's call him Ram for a example we where friends and used to hangout all the time and he was one of my closest friend.
And about something about myself I am a very sensitive person I always overthink and I become very angry and I even get angry at my mother or sometimes even my teacher even when I was young and I am not proud of it.
But this day my anger coasted me everything so one day me and the friend raj was playing near a trash throwing area and by I mean trash throwing a huge area with trashes like watching machine television mainly e waste so me and raj where playing there and he throw a screw at me and it hit my head it was a some what big screw so it hurted me he said he is sorry we didn't mean to hit me he was trying to grap my attention by throwing it near me a anger sparked down deep inside me but I played of by a smile but the second he turned his back i fuking grapes a metal pipe and hit his head
Note he had already had 2 stiches on his head or something caz of some childhood accident or something and I think when I got it it opened or his that area was sodten or something and blood came out quickly and he fainted in that right spot at that exact movement.
And then my anger went down and it became fear i started panicking first i tought to ask some adults help or inform my parents but it would get me a huge trouble then i tought I would say he feels of the pip his own but what if I found out I got so scared that i dragged him and putted him in a old washing machine and closed it and returned home. When I returned home my mother asked why I have apump on my head I said I feel it was not that big so she brushes that off
Later his parents began searching him and they came and ask me weather I have seen him or not I said shackingly no I was scared I was accepting of getting acrewed and thinking myself as a murderer then his family got a phone call from a hospital saying their son raj was in there turns out after I left he got some concieanse and tried to walk out and some guy saw him covered in blood and called the ambulance
He recovers but for some reason didn't snitched on me but he would never talkto me for like straight 1yr he would avoid me and when ever I tried to bring that day he said fuk of angrily and said I will tell everything to my parents if I approach him once again
But after 1yr for some reason we began to mingle more and became friends he and me now lives together as a roomate but haven't bought that incident like for years now I think he forgot about it and me too but sometimes i remember it fuk I couldnt imagine what would have happend if he didn't crawl out of that washing. Machine he would have died thank God he did and he forgave me.
