having parents who wed through love marriage who know each other since their teens went through all the stages of being a couple to eventually have you whilst you failed to experience any of it is the worst kind of suifuel
>>160635
Trvke. My parents had love marriage but still never taught me the importance of talking to girls and making a gf.
I have no siblings even. I never had many friends growing up even in my colony because there was no kid of my age group.
I went to a decent school where most people were fair-skinned. I used to get bullied. I am darker than both of my parents. My mother was milky white and my dad is quite fair as well.
Everyone in my mom's family is fair-skinned. Whenever I used to go to Nani's house I was literally the only blackie in the entire house.
50% of the people in my dad's family are fair-skinned. My grandfather was dark and that's where I got my genes from. My dad's fair because my grandmother was fair.
I was also quite a sensitive child. I would cry easily. Even girls would make fun of me in school and called me a "ruantu". Even the senior girls in my school van used to make fun of my tendency to cry easily.
I would always sit in the front to avoid socialising with anyone in the van.
I remember when I was like 8 years old a very gori girl in my van literally being disgusted by me and asked me if I am from South India. Brutal. And I am not even that dark btw. I have a brown skin colour that is very common in North India. May be she was a privileged rich jeeta who never saw brown ppl or some shit.
I had several such negative experiences with foids and this led me to miss out on everything.
>>160653
I think what fucked me up was the combo of being lonely + dark skinned + sensitivity. There are plenty of dark skin dudes who slay. I remember a brown chad (using this word advisedly) from high school. His name was Deepanshu. Foids would get wet literally at the mention of his name.
>>160655
> His name was Deepanshu. Foids would get wet literally at the mention of his name.
What kind of nerdy ass chutiya school is this kek?
I can understand Vikram, Arjun
