You know what hurts more than being a lonely loser?
Being alone when you had every chance not to be.
You can blame the place, the lack of freedom, the empty streets, the other bhangbhosda that keep you boxed in. You can tell yourself you would have lived differently if only you had been given more.
But what do you blame when you can't do anything even in the ideal situation?
The kalej is open. Freedom is mine. No one is holding me back. There are stacies everywhere, opportunities scattered through the streets like they’re waiting to be noticed.
And still, what i do? LDAR
Maybe that’s the cruelest kind of loneliness is not having nothing, but being alone surrounded by the people who have everything.
The romantic rain, the pinkish dark clouds, cool weather the intoxicating smell of wet earth, like it's tjhe scene outta romance movie.
And yet I can’t recreate it.
Reminds me of the time, when i used to sit alone in the school looking at others enjoying themselves.
>>151459
being alone is the best ive been people pleasing my whole life but now im rude and unapologetic 24/7 ananwa i dont help anyone i dont talk to anyone nothing its the best
I'm not interested in women anymore. I simply focus on myself.
I'm completely alone. But who cares? I was born alone, I'll die alone.
I find things to keep my busy. The possibility of me becoming the better version of myself is the fuel that keeps me motivated.
>>151539
Yaar Poo I'm not in any you could guess. Besides I'm thinking of dropping out... just a few weeks in and I realise the professors are retarded normies and ts is a waste of my time.
>>151549
btech cse yaar, its not about tier, they teach like snails the most basic syllabus, by the time I'll graduate I would the entire market would've been raped by AI and no one with a fresh degree will get a job, better I drop out and focus on skills
>>151576
I like men with feminine traits
They are like women but without the annoying features
Also feminine men are way more erotic compared to regular women
>>151565
What are your future plans?
I don't think there is much to gain here, i just want to enjoy here and will later do some mid jaab for 2 years to enjoy in some metro city independently.
Later will go back to my bhillage
>>151582
idk man, i either become a full on techbhangi or aim for cds... either way im not entertained by normie life goals, i'll likely end up being a cyber criminal
>>151595
Pajeets here don't appreciate hardwork.
If i posted same thing on insta, adding some buzz words and removing incel lingo, pajeetas there would be sympathizing with me.
>>151459
It gets better anan, and also why don't you normiemaxx
I am trying normiemaxxing now, but it's too exhausting, like you have to laugh at ltrly every small things
>>151616
Kek tru desu, pajeets always pull down another pajeet just to feel superior than other pajeet kek
>>151622
I am trying man.
These weekend was too brutal for me to handle, that's why i came back here to cope. Numbing myself is the only way i see to feel better.
I will back to the larping face from tomorrow.
>>151681
What? for networking try these: https://dokumen.pub/computer-networking-a-top-down-approach-9.htmlhttps://dokumen.pub/computer-networking-a-top-down-approach-9.html, and hpbn.co, this is all you'll need, if you feel like going deeper go read from the source(RFCs) themselves
>>151720
kek, it is certainly the closest to how it works irl, only unrealistic part is how he is literally god at every single specialization, although that can be excused as plot