/b/ - Random

This is an excerpt from a post I made on a different forum, some anon requested I post it here. >I was in my dorm, crying, I was desperate, sad and lonely. I was quite deep into LOA, and essentially I asked for proof, or just reassurance, and I suppose the same day or maybe a day after, my friends informed me of some strange guy outside our dorm building (giant apartment block) they wanted to check him out and he was openly holding a bible, theres not many Christians in my country, and its rare for anyone to be openly sort of standing around talking and interacting with a bible, I walked upto him, and since I'd read the Bible for academic interests I asked him questions about himself, expecting a conversation on catholics and such. He had a long face, he was thin but not gaunt, he had a look about him, and he had a scarf? Or something apparel, it was Gucci, not too kitschy as I remember him. Essentially in the middle of the convo he starts talking about Neville, deeply, about Nevilles interpretation of the Bible, and such, and I literally had goosebumps, there was a lot of talking about the law and I asked many questions, I never got his name and he walked away. Months later walking in the same spot I imagined, it would be so freaky to see him here again, that's unlikely, I thought. Later that night my friends were in the college fair, walking around and guess who I saw, him again, a brief handshake and a smile and he disappeared. I cannot tell you how mind broken I was, im not communicating the way I felt Nevilles words make sense, especially how he said life goes back to normal but you need to remember the magic or whatever. He looked like Neville, he was a strange person appearing out of nowhere holding a bible where its rare, and he started talking about "a mystical view of the Bible" on his own, as if to preach to me, to tell me what the law is. Besides this Ive manifested a laptop before, maybe 30k Dollars?