goddammit, alcohol is supposed to numb you, make you feel better or give you sleep but it doesn't just work on me. 180 ml doesn't work, 90 ml neat doesn't work.
>>143441
kek i had 6 shots of vodka tonight(at 10) and im still awake as fuck. honestly i cannot even feel anything nowadays. i miss when 2 used to make the world spin. im honestly tired of life and everyone around me. i cant stand the vapidity of ppl around me. im truly unable to find anyone who can connect with me and whom i can have a deeper, meaningful relation or friendship even with. anyways such is the life.
>>143453
tonight i went to a new place for alcohol and the bartender started lecturing on how it is bad to drink vodka lean. saying shit like it burns throat, may cause infection kek nigga i dont want to live why do i care like tf lmao.
>>143460
i cannot stand anything other than vodka and tequila. malibu is good. cocktails can taste good too if theyre not too fruity.
>>143455
there is a cute girl in my office. very friendly. sometimes i think there is a chance of connection but i realised shes also just as vapid as everyone else. smh. and i thought i finally had a chance to connect with someone. shed say hello and goodbye and was sometimes genuinely curious abt what(work related) i waz doing.
>>143465
i used to get euphoric feeling initially. especially after drinking quarter of vodka but nothing nowadays. not even burning feeling after i chug down half a bottle.
my life is genuinely over and im a dead man walking now.
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