/b/ - Random

DISCLAIMER for the street-shitting bhangis: Long story ahead, so hide the thread if you are not interested but don't shit in the replies. I am an 18 yo boy from Delhi who joined an engi-niggering kalej in Pune this year and what I have witnessed (and experienced) has totally blackpilled me. I used to believe that hypergamy is only prevalent in urban areas but holy shit I was wrong. Marathans in general and especially from any bhillage area are the biggest whores I have ever seen. They are on par with Poonjabans and Bhangalans. So it has only been 2 months since I joined but these parathis are so desperate that they enter into relationships within the first week itself. Initially I thought that this was a positive for me as I could slay some pussy myself. But the worst part was yet to come. I have seen ATLEAST a dozen of couples in the first month itself where either the boy or the girl has cheated. Either the boy has tried to woo some other Marathan or the girl has hopped onto a different dihh. One of my best friends from school is a Marathi so I did not want to blame all of them for this behaviour. I thought that maybe this is just the "Pune effect". I made a few friends, some locals, some outsiders like me. Eventually I came to know that it is not restricted to my kalej. All the tier-69 Bhangi Kumar colleges have this speed dating, hookup, cheating culture. Now all of this could be my head canon but God had to make me experience this firsthand. This Marathi girl in my class started speaking to me out of nowhere one day and we started taking lunch in the canteen together. We exchanged our bhangigram ids and started texting each other. The texts started to turn flirty and she got interested in my romantic life. I told her that I was single but had dated once in school. When I asked about her status, she just asked me to change the topic to which I agreed. She started complimenting my hair, face, height etc etc. Sit together in the classroom, take lunch together, spending time together in the campus post classes and thenshe used to show me Pune on weekends. Being the faggot I am, I fell for her yaaro. You just can't blame me. 3 days ago, my friend asked me to stay away from the girl. >bhai wo ladki se door re tera bhala hi hai kyu bhai kya ho gaya? >bhai mai usike school se hoon baat maan teko pata hai uska banda hai idhar? And I took the blackpill. That day I did not sit together with her in the classroom and also left alone for lunch. This alarmed her and she called me to ask if everything was okay. I just pretended that I needed some time due to some personal issues and she asked if I would share it with her to which I politely refused. The whole day I was feeling so insecure that I could barely focus on anything. The thought that she is just using me for some fun time and her boyfriend probably mogs me was recurring in my mind. I asked my friend to show me her boyfriend and we both went to his hostel room as an excuse for my friend to meet the guy. My friend introduced me to him. No exaggeration when I say that the guy looked no less than a chapraasi. Short, dark, ugly punctured face, bug eyes. He had absolutely nothing going for him, atleast I couldn't spot anything. I would be lying if I said that meeting him did not reinstill my confidence. I confronted the Marathan and asked her if she has a boyfriend, to which she saidyes. She then told me who the boyfriend is (I already knew). I asked her if she likes me and confessed my feelings too. >nahiii, tu bas friend hai utna hi dekhti hoon mai ><insert boyfriend's name> ko ditch karke main tere saath relationship me kyu aaungi? I was baffled. So I asked her what is something he is better than me at (horrible thing to say at this point, I should have just started moving myass). Her answer was, everything. Do parathans really ? Having a boyfriend and spending weekends with some other boy. I am 6' 0 and heightmog almost all the parathis around me. I do believe that I am better than average in terms of looks. Now I know this could be biased but all I see around myself are dark ugly manlets with ugly rounded eyes. Any, I repeat, ANY stacyjeeta I spot is somehow in a relationship with the most dysgenic chipkalichod I have ever seen. I am totally confused. Sometimes I think, what if I am the ugly one but any couple I see, I refuse to believe this is true. Any sane person would rank me better than any of those chamaarjeets. It is not even about caste. These chimps just date anyone and it is almost always inter-caste. Sometimes I think, what if these hoes find me too good for them just like how I see a girl out of my league and dont even try. But this can only last me so longer. As soon as I see the next couple, I want to kms. Yaaro, I feel doomed. I still can't get that girl and the time I spent with her out of my mind.