I often wonder why always I end up coming here again and again and again. And then I realise we are really are the fringes of society. Some people are meant to be that way. We really can't get sloth, lust and caste out of our mind no matter how much we try. We can't mingle into friendships and relationships and enjoy misery of each other
>>116743
Focus on your self, keep working to improve yourself.
The filth surrounding you will fade away, only your efforts remain to shine.
You will have people surround you then.
>>116754
advice applicable for non-abbos but if you're abbo you're un-redeemable; no amount of hard work and self improvement matter and your only option is suicide