>>112111
I genuinely just want to lay down and never wake up again
its all for naught, its this indescribable feeling of dread that I wouldn't wish on even my worst enemy
>>112117
i dont think jerking off is related to it. i have went without jerking for a week sometimes but it eventually feels same to me.
>>112114
i want to kill
>>112109
i understood this when i failed jee
>>112108
link it, i am not interested in googling
>>112116
I am so tired that i just want to kill those who have given me unnecessary suffering intentionally or unintentionally. i want to kill them in cold blood.
>>112120
wait till you fail at life and you're pretty much dead inside
>>112123
its an awful world out there, especially for those who aren't or weren't born normal and had difficulties connecting with others
it's a downward spiral where feel like you dont belong anywhere
>>112134
>wait till you fail at life and you're pretty much dead inside
true
>its an awful world out there, especially for those who aren't or weren't born normal and had difficulties connecting with others
it's a downward spiral where feel like you dont belong anywhere
true
>>112120
>i dont think jerking off is related to it.
you misunderstand the question. but i won't correct ya. i conclude that your D3 levels are low. get those checked.
>>112170
you are likely deficient in some nutrients. you should not have done that for all these years, but you should stop now. that is you best decision moving forward
>>112170
i will reveal my findings when the right situation shows up. i conclude that your D3 levela are low. probably. and that's why you're feeling low.
if you're game get it tested and post findings. i think it costs around 1k. not sure.
>>112192
i get raped in scorching sun daily in morning and in evening. its so bad that i protected parts of my body are completely different skin tone.
>>112194
ok sorry, ishoulshave been more specific. this should be done like 8am Sun. no point of doing that after. also eat dahi for better vitamin b12 absorption.
>>112195
yaar, i do all that. i eat good amount of dairy. this whole thing is not new. i have been like this ever since i was little, its just i am more self aware now.