>>111319
Imagine how much of our youth have been wasted in inceldom. It hurts whenever I think about it. I am approaching 24. I lost a decade of love and sex. Even if I get a 10/10 that wouldn't be able to recover what was lost. It would be nothing like love at a younger age when boys and girls are a lot more innocent and don't have a past. It's not only your first time, it's theirs too. But I could never experience that. It's gobar.
>>111319
No woman would ever love me like vidrel. No girl ever smiled at me. No girl ever showed interest in me. May be some gobar ones did but idk I sucked at reading signs. Imagine what would it feel like to have attractive girls like you and want your attention.
>>111358
ive also accepted that these things are not for me. but time to time i think what do i live for? if not this then what? whats going to make me wake up tomorrow and say i want to go through today for this? what is going to make me think i want to wake up for this when i go to sleep everynight? im already approaching 30s and i dont have an answer. i have been "" succesfull"" by soycial standards in every way possible. but i find myself asking whats the point?? everyday, every waking moment.
>>111527
whenever i go out on walks at night, i see outcasts like myself but theyre getting high on drugs, smoking ciggies, sleeping on footpaths, and getting chased by dogs. living like filth and i know im one of them. deep down i know i do not belong in soycity, only difference is i dont have balls to act on it. i admire them for who they are. instead i live my life like a cockroach conformist. i see dregs of soycity and something deep down in me knows i belong there.
>>111532
deep down i know im a turbo super loser who just had a stroke of luck and riding that wave for a moment and it will not take someone like me to end up showing my true self even when everything is "good". my fate will not allow this sort of anomaly to last.
