posting after a LONG time. i last posted on bharatchan and i am sure none of you even recognize me.
there is a lot of stuff on my mind right now. property disputes in my family, health of my parents, friends excluding me from the group which i dont really care much about but it does make me paranoid in general about everything in my life and then to top it all off there is this girl occupying significant bandwith of my decision making.
she showed all the signs of liking me, i obviously let them slide by knowing how foids operate. literally everyone in the group, girls and boys alike started shipping us. and then one day i discover she has a boyfriend. the issue is, she hid this from me for a while and then revealed it when pushed by others, and now she continues behaving the same way with me. complimenting me on my looks, personality blah blah but then pushing me away on needless occasions. i wont go further about her, its better i forget all of this happened.
its probably time i start retreating back into my old shell, i should have never come out.
>>110215
i stopped posting here (bhch indusch inch are all the same to me) after finding a fren group. but i just know i am not a normie. i am not made for this stuff. i should have known better.
>itni mehnat se bigaada hai khud ko>jaiye aap kisi aur ko seedha kijiye
~ jaun elia
