I tried my best this week. Things went fine imo, talked to jeetas too. But am still alone, no real buddy.
Wasted my sunday in the room.
Idk where am lacking. I am not bad looking short or dark, not low iq or poor, neither am edgy. I try my best to pretend NT.
I still have hope, one day i will become chad.
>>105152
>Wasted my sunday in the room.
This is your problem. Go out. Spend money. Small talk for no reason
You must behave like a dog to get puhh in India
>>105163
>Go out
Where?
>Spend money
On what? I do need someone to spend money with, imagine going to mall with your pyaari gf and gifting her dresses, taking her to aesthetic lovey restaurants😭.
>Small talk for no reason>You must behave like a dog to get puhh in India
There are many uggo jeets with gf.
All my problems exist because am not NT, but am trying my best to act normal.
>>105177
>>105177
It's over if you think about sex without even having approached the girl. It takes atleast 2-3 years of being in serious relationship for the girl to even send nude. Forget sex in Lundia
>>105191
It's very hard making gf being a lonely loser. Forget being socially active, you need to be leader of some group for a girl to be mildly interested in you
>>105195
You mean no stacy will come n save me, like they show in the anime.
What if i improve myself, get the perfect physique, looks and excel at academics?
I think joining clubs is great way to socialize.
Am uninterested in that and afraid to be alone, but still gotta do it. I can't think of any other way to interact with women beyond my classroom.
>>105214
I can do the best in my class, but am lazy and obsessed with perfection (maybe mild obc). I already missed a lot, but i think i should focus on academics now.
And will join some club too.
>>105214
not really
back in college i was the only one who ever raised my hand to ask questions of my own. nobody ever came to me for projects.
nobody has interest in smart guys nowadays
>>105224
By smart he meant having high cgpa but in kalej gobarjeetas easily get 7+ compared to boys. And 8+ is also pretty common. I don't think any toilet in my batch has less than 7.5 without putting any effort. Even their sheets that are checked for endsem exams are checked with bias.
>>105196
I have no idea on that. I wasted my entire college thinking I'll self improov but to no avail.
But I don't think girls are attracted to self improvement guys
Here's a trick to remember. If no girl has interacted with you in first 3-4 months of college, then forget you're ever getting near one
>>105152
i hv stopped caring. i was trying for a job for past cpl of years(4) and finally landed one this year. but i lack discipline of normjeets and their soycial abilities which makes me an outcast at workplace too. i dont know how long ill be able to hold this job and i dont know what ill do after ive lost it. i dont want to go back living with my parents.
work is also not something that id expected. im put in some random department whose required skillset does not even match with any of my projects or skills that i was working on before. managers justification was that all other things are going to be done by ai anyways. i also pussied out because i needed a job so badly. life of a jobless man in his late 20s has no value in this soycity despite how common it is.
job has been nothing but a nightmare too. atleast one could argue that as a NEET i had time and energy to work on things i liked and i was able to enjoy things. life as a wagie is different thing altogether. all id ever wanted was a job that ill go at some fixed time. do my work that was assigned to me. leave the worlplace at some fixed time. cook for myself. do some excercise and sleep. i did not want anything more than this. life couldnt be anymore soulless buglike than this but its still better than living with your parents without any money and self respect. but this is all id wanted. instead i have to work extented shifts, sometimes 10-14 hours to get shit done, stay at office till 10-12 at night. i dont have my own place to live at and share a room with 5 other ppl. and most importanrly no energy or time and money also to work on myself and things that id always dreamt of doing. seeing how fast ai is improving im sure there will be no requirement of jobs of my skillset and on top of that im afraid ill be fired from my current job as well for underperforming. i just dont know when. i just dont want to go back to being a moneyless NEET. maybe i just dont have the drive and will to live and survive anymore. im not fit to be part of this soycity.
