I used to really wish I had high conscientiousness but nowadays if I dont do something with my life I feel awful.
I converse daily with friends who basically do nothing with their creative ideas and I have taken a vow almost to keep moving, but I don’t know where im going. I still prefer this because I feel like in the past 3 months of taking extreme control of my life everything has changed for the better.
One of my friends has a weird habit of making fun of whatever im doing but also he acknowledges he doesn’t do anything. Im meeting so many awkward obstacles in my way and I think I want to keep going.
Its good, overall, its a better use than sitting and crying
I know exactly what I need to do, but taking steps is almost numbing or maybe scary i don't know. Knowing full well that if i did put efforts and results are not what I expected will define me for a long time and I sit and cry everyday for lack of actions.
U r BAZILLIONS of times better than me, so i don't know much about ur IRL friends. But as a anon I would PHULL SAPPORT SAAR you.
May you get what u wish for and then more .
>>10240
I am IAC, and well, Im supposed to be doing something in my real life and im physically unable to, so im trying to find compromises to keep going. Its still tough, but Im doing more. I hope you also find peace and go on your path
