I wish to be 21 again.
I took life too seriously.
Its too easy.
Just limit everything and work in small steps towards you goal.
I just wasted my time trying to grind up locked in my room.
I thought my tomorrow will be brighter if I stay inside all day.
I just missed the brightness of now chasing it for tomorrow.
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>>252379
Thank you senior I relate to your situation.
I haven't explored the city i live in.
I haven't gone to movies.
I haven't met my friends since a year.
I need to change that.
But senior whenever I plan out a basic layout on i should do today I do it instantly but when it comes time for execution like actually studying I sit in front of my laptop and an intense urge comes over me shouting " no don't start, get away from here" and that urge is scary does this happen to you ? Planning stage is easy part and everyone does that and in implementation I suffer from that freeze or whatever you call.
>>252400
No you are wrong i think my younger self was smarter than current me the lack of social contact with The world made my cunningness dull. I could have seen. That trap a minister earlier if I was a guy I was when I was young.
I honestly believe if my younger self was here he would be the man of action whereas I'm a man of inaction.
Everything everyone has said here is trvke
When I try to get too serious about something I feel miserable when I do anything else and I don't even feel like working towards the goal I had in mind because the fear of failure makes me just distract my mind and do other mind numbing shit like consooming bs or jacking off or anything to distract me from myself.
I have a lotta hobbies I'm interested in but I feel a sort of guilt when I indulge as if it's not the "right time" to do it. I can do it only after I've "become something." Because of this stupid mindset I've not made much progress in both my goals and hobbies...
Thanks for the wakeup call
I'm gonna continue learning persian and study for government exams.
neighbour aunty ne phir se pucha "beta engineering kaisa chal raha hai"
i droped out 2 yrs ago
she asks every single time and i keep saying accha chal raha hai aunty
>at this point im scared to tell her>she will go tell mummy i lied for 2 years
how do i get out of this